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Saturday, February 28, 2009
SLEEEEEEP

today was a very stone day. its like damn bloody stone.

i woke up to go NTU, ended up sleeping in abit more. slept the whole way on the train. reached boon lay late by 10 min, huimin asked me why i so stone (cos i tired).

was supposed to sleep on bus ride to NTU, but didnt cos TV mobile was showing some gourmet show.

during experiment, was stoning. i duno why the expt got 1.5 hours waiting time. ended up sleeping again. LOL.

then went doctor see my back. slept on car ride there. slept when receiving acupuncture. slept on car ride to food center. luckily i nvr sleep when eating. then slept on the way to IMM. slept on the car when my mom went to buy stuff. slept on the way back home.

basically, i slept my day away. yay!



the cynic spoke @ 10:46 PM


another week GONE

weekend again! too bad 2 days nia. zzz.. next week is gonna be hectic.

went musicfeste with jiahui. rofl at gerald's comments while he was there. haha. thought the judging was quite lame but oh wells.

okay joke of the day:

after i said sth abt crys..

___crystaaal* says:
excuse me.
im going to smack you

мQ` just enjoy the moment says:
that's the 139th time u've said that

___crystaaal* says:
ok
i change
im going to...
do something to you
haha
put youinto a box and throw you into the pond
and then you can float into the ea
*sea
HAHA ok oops pond does not lead to sea.
forget what i just typed hahaha

мQ` just enjoy the moment says:
HAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I SHLD PUT THIS ON MY BLOG
LMAOLMAOLMAO
HAHA
LOLOLLLLL

ok watever. typical. HAHA OOPSSS!



the cynic spoke @ 12:01 AM


Wednesday, February 25, 2009
urgh

okay new bed is not working and my back is killing me again. shall contemplate seeing doctor on saturday. but liddat means saturday will be gone and if i go pre camp on sunday my weekend will be gone and thats not very good. zzzz..

today passed quite fast. though i cant stand math lectures anymore. the clock looks more interesting than the things being shown on the screen. wth. especially when ur lecturer goes "here in this case" every 7 seconds.

attended PSC scholarship talk after sch. its like the moment i sat down (was with yijun zhengjun nat and hongye), and took the brochure thingy i was like "eh wth didnt we attended this before?" so yeah i tink we did. main highlight of the talk was tea session. too bad not eclairs. LOL. but nvm got led to hodge lodge by chengwen to kope chocolate fondue HAHA.

ok here comes joke of the day. was on the bus with chengwen zhengjun and nat, to the interchange cos it was raining like some mad shit. so we sat at the back, with chengwen closest to the windows, then me, zhengjun and nat, who was sitting beside some pri sch kid (like at the other end of the long seat). so got one stop the pri sch kid tried to alight, but he couldnt (for obvious reasons). so i tink he squeeze and squeeze until nat got irritated and scolded him a STUPID FAT KID. LIKE WTH. WHEN ZHENGJUN TOLD ME I THOUGHT IS THE GUY SCOLD NAT LOL WIN ALR.

ok end of story.

off to do important stuff lol. byebye.



the cynic spoke @ 10:17 PM


Tuesday, February 24, 2009
ZBZBZB

wth i just realised i havent gone titong meetings in almost a month. and pre camp briefing is like, this sunday. time SERIOUSLY FLIES.

and i totally miss that place and the company. haha. i guess i really grew up in that place.

then after this sunday will be camp in another 3 weeks (which i probably cant go for. SIGH). then jiuzhi in april, then 3 years in titong exco officially ends. i wonder how i'll feel when 26th april comes. oh wells. haha. i guess i had my time.

and i only wanna talk to u now.



the cynic spoke @ 10:14 PM


Monday, February 23, 2009
HELLO

tmr is a long day.

good luck to crystal for attendence + member info + math test.

yah AND RMBR WAT I SAID HAHAH. (:



the cynic spoke @ 11:26 PM


!

and what if i say,

i wanna be ur eyes.



the cynic spoke @ 10:06 PM


Saturday, February 21, 2009
-YAWN-

lol wth i was so tired i just buay tahan and went to take a nap. so up till now i've done nth today and have effectively wasted a day. good job. -.-

ytd was EA "post-mortem", and it was like we weren't planning to have one liddat. cos basically we did nth, only quan wei said some constructive stuff, while others chipped in with random comments while the rest were either slacking or fooling around or came late. HAHAHA. but we still rock. cos everyone went only for dinner. and then ppl got bored of waiting and decided to go home.

dinner was good cos i laughed more in that 2 hours than i laughed the whole week. ok maybe not, cos i've been trying not to laugh my ass off during GP lessons. and i took 2 videos ytd one of which was pretty vulgar and i'm still deciding whether to air to the whole world, but i'll probably be screwed after doing that so i guess no video.

ok i'm so tired even my thoughts are incoherent. BYE.



the cynic spoke @ 7:19 PM


Thursday, February 19, 2009
茫然

muquan's mood has been sliding downhill since the start of the week.

its a combination of lack of sleep, the need to settle alot of stuff suddenly, as well as other issues close to the heart.

i tink its quite crazy that after tinking i had everything after control, everything seems to pile up again. its going to be another crazy 3 weeks to the end of term and frankly speaking i'm not really looking forward to the hols. wat with 4 days gone and probably not being able to attend zb camp (ultimate sian), then CTs after that. zzz..

and i totally didnt help myself for being so spur of the moment did i? now looking back i tink i was damn dumb wth wasnt things as it was really good? so now u sort of dig urself a hole and feel really confused. sigh. well at least one thing is for sure now. lolol.

i tink i need reassurances, not answers. and i'm sorry =/



the cynic spoke @ 6:33 PM


Friday, February 13, 2009
otiero 2009!

one week has passed since onight! time passes damn bloody fast.

this week has been used to catch up on work! yay! ok i am finally not lagging anymore woot.

anyway orientation was the bomb! i TOTALLY ENJOYED MYSELF (not including some volcanic moments). yes it was orientation all over again only this time we were OGLs instead of OGlings. haha.

OG rocks! HH10 - O'H WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA. LOL. (ok quite a retarded name i admit HAHA). but u guys ROCKED MY ORIENTATION WEEK! haha. from the stone start, to winning 5th in EA (DAMN PROUD OF UR), to getting all pumped for war games and for all the enthusiasm in doing other stuff for onight! for me THE moment was when ur started singing the song after results were announced for EA. haha. like me on stage hearing ur sing, very touched! (maybe cos i didnt learn the song LOL). oh wells. was great co-olging with isa and sabby too! heh.

of cos without all the planning there wouldnt have been orientation at all AND EA COMM ROCKS yEEAAAAAAAh WE ARE EXTREMELY AWESOME!!!!!!!

i cant overstate how much fun i had being in the sub comm. planning was pretty damn tiring with all the recce trips and having to rack our brains to tink of tasks and games. haha. but we made it man! ppl had fun! haha. nice work with xiaotung isis and jappy on TPY (yeah this time NO SCREW UPS) haha. AND DARREN FOONG FOR BEING THE ULTIMATE TANKER OMG UR DAMN PROO. and isaac and chengwen for pulling all of us in haha.

LOL so on thur me martin marvin darren and jappy went chengwen's house for sleepover. LOL DAMN FUN. play xbox and FEAST. HAHA.

at around 12am in the morning, we got hungry. so we ransacked his fridge.

chengwen: "discovers 2 packs of smoked beef and ham gone, in addition to one bottle of milk".
us: "eating!!"
chengwen: "wtf, this one normally take 2 weeks to finish, ur take 2 mins to finish."
us: "LOL. continue eating."
chengwen: "wah, come my house take my money (angbao money), drink my water, eat my food, use my electricity..."

LOL. but chengwen is totally a good host man. keep on asking if we want eat/drink. LOL i bet he secretly wanted us to ransack his fridge. haha!

went to slp at 3am. wtf. then chengwe's guailan alarm woke us up at 7am. everyone went "wtf turn that off" and went back to slp. wake up at 7.40am. thought eat liao then go pasir ris park. in the end all queue up to shower, and left at 8.20am, and reached there late. win. HAHA.

then onight! after onight everyone GOT DAMN HIGH SO WE STARTED DOING RANDOM CHEERS AND TAKING RANDOM PHOTOS YAY. LOL. EA guys taupokked chengwen. like totally after taking photo then "TAUPOK!!!!" then the next second he was under a pile. HAHA.

yeah but after leaving sch it was my turn. like LOL. totally i just get taupok outside hagen daz. win. i almost died luckily there were only 6 guys left and zongyi saved my life by trying to push some weight off haha!

ok i totally just miss orientation. SUN DANCE! STORYLINE! ahhhhh. oh and actually cheering my lungs out, i had no voice the whole week. ah wells. was a once in a lifetime experience. haha. and really really made alot of new friends! OTEAM ESP. EA MUST HAVE GATHERING SOMETIME! ISAAC HO TREAT ICECREAM. LOL!

OTEAM!

EXTREMELY AWESOME COMM!

HH10! (without me)

HH10! (with me)

effigy!

TAUPOK!!

cant see myself under the mess of bodies. oh well.




the cynic spoke @ 10:56 PM


Wednesday, February 4, 2009
ORIEEENTATION

wah damn shagged now. with aches all over, and a lost voice coming from a ripe to sore throat.

but orientation has been quite fun so far! OG becoming more and more enthu by the day, and being able to break ice by themselves is quite cool. totally makes our lives easier.

waking up extra early every day has been a real chore. wonder how many brain cells i've lost alr. damn draining.

oh wells. but its really fun even though we're not the ones playing. (actually the only game i wanna play is tower rush like whooo i almost abandoned my post as house base i/c to go play today HAHA).

and HH10 finished 5th at EA ytd! woot. so proud of them.

ok i'm damn incoherent. got many thoughts to type though. another day perhaps. hahaha. byee.



the cynic spoke @ 10:31 PM


Sunday, February 1, 2009
freaking sian

orientation starts like tmr. so after like after at least 4 months of planning and 2 dry runs and many other DAMN LONG meetings/briefings, we're finally carrying the whole thing out for real.

ok i'm quite uncertain abt how this whole week will unfold. like, so many 未知数. quite sian really. i'm a very spontaneous enthu person so i'm either really enthu or really screwed. hahaha.

and did i say i really detest trashtalk ppl? like wtf. just shut up and play! so its like i was playing bball then got this trashtalk solo shitass demanding the ball everytime then trying to take it to the hole himself. like he damn good liddat. crazy shit. luckily not on same team as him i would have been more pissed.

wats wrong with ppl man!



the cynic spoke @ 10:00 PM