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Friday, August 29, 2008
confessions

hmm this place is unofficially dead. haha. wonder if ppl still bother to come here. now that i've got time and mood shall update update abit. muahahaha.

so term 3 is over. i rmbr one teacher said term 3 is just going to pass very fast. turns out to have been quite an understatement. term 3 just passed us by. its like a while ago we were taking our CTs, now a while later we'll be taking our promos.

so if term 3 was over in a flash, term 4 is going to be even more rushed i guess. which is quite a scary thought. i mean, 1 week hols, then 2 weeks and promos start. after promos prepare for OP, start holidaying, do OP and say byebye to PW and hello to real holidays. which is, no holidays for me? provided i do well for promos and be more serious in class la..

this term has been quite a bomb, wat with CTs, tiyuri, infrequent countdown meetings, handover, sudden need to do tutorials due to change in tutors, SPA, failing to do tutorials, saying something i've felt like saying for a long time, catching up with undone tutorials, OLYMPICS, and of cos chionging the most popular subject in the world aka project work which u can deduce from the name isnt actually a subject.

somehow managed to sleep the least in the term during last week of term. monday PE played soccer in mud. so the rj pitch is really as bad as ppl say it is. there're alot of holes to collect water. how nice. haha. basically everyone was slipping. and getting muddy. at least i managed to get on the scoresheet. ah well. spent the rest of the week studying for and screwing up lecture tests (chem was ultimate screw, lmao). then chiong WR draft 3, culminating in 2am this morning.

so now i am very sleepy and got a damn bad headache. zzz.. teachers' day celebrations were.... rather lame. went back ri to see ms cho and ms low cos the rest of the teachers had left for teachers' day lunch. ate lunch with a bunch of 4H peeps then went to watch wall.e with sikai tze kang and yijun. didnt disappoint. quite interesting how robots seem to have hearts in the movies. hmmm.. quite a good watch i guess.

oh and i enjoyed my last hours with FM for the last 2 days. cos no more from tmr onwards. i got no more excuses so i'm damn determined not to screw up this time. ah well.

just so drained these days. luckily its the hols. but one week nia, sian.

and i really hope ur fine. (:

jiayou everyone!



the cynic spoke @ 10:25 PM


Monday, August 25, 2008
答案

人,有时会想,自己到底需要做些什么。

原来找不到答案的感觉就是如此。不知是盲目还是麻木。

还是,给自己太少时间了?



the cynic spoke @ 11:14 PM


Sunday, August 10, 2008
olympics!

yeah olympics very exciting! like whoooo watch randoms sports everyday. haha. ok so far i have watched:

weightlifting
gym
handball
bball
soccer
archery
fencing
swimming
diving
hockey

did i leave anything out? lol. yeah its just spend time watching olympics then neglect work haha but who cares olympics much better. hahaha.

watched spain trash greece in bball. the world champs are really damn zai. they play damn good defence and their guards can really shoot lol. but well lebron guaranteed gold for USA so.. haha. shall see wat happens when they match up against each other.

argentina vs australia. quite frustrating to watch cos the aussies just camp up in their own half and deny the argentines any space. then when the aussies attack they waste all their chances. like totally wth. but argentina's goal was damn good!

yeah and michael phelps also damn pro. one body length ahead of the world record pace. imba shit. ><

ok anw now that i'm at it:

introducing ricky rubio. spanish point guard. who is only 17 going on 18 this year. wth man. while other ppl his age are preparing for their prelims and A's, hes playing in the olympics! oh and he totally owned the world U-16 championships when he was 15. like totally godlike go check out his wiki. hes one for the future man!

ok now waiting for USA vs China. not checking out the score, wanna watch later at 12am. hahaha. byebye!



the cynic spoke @ 10:57 PM


Saturday, August 9, 2008
happy 43!

happy birthday Singapore! or wats left of it anyway, since theres just under an hour left. its nvr too late i guess. i still rmbr who was the last one who msg-ed me on my own birthday this year and it happened to be the most appreciated msg haha.

watched bits of NDP on tv, alternating between com and tv. fireworks were damn good this year. yah for once i appreciated fireworks. haha.

national day celebs in rj were damn HIGH. yeah ok it was funn. mr. vadi (aka mr. mumbai on M1 commercial aka the guy who acts in celafare) is damn funny lol! yeah well stage wasted though. but i tink there probably wouldnt have been any diff between the gallery and the hall. gallery warmer some more. haha. yah so glad i made the right choice and stayed muahaha.

"class" bbq ytd. lol yeah it was damn successful cos only 10 ppl turned up in the end. -.-ok so it was some sad case. received sms in the morning. nat KO, so i got put in charge of buying stuff. LOL gg xx. ok la he was really.. dying. yeah croaking (thats wat he said) like a frog when i called him so lmao. anw hope ur ok alr we want our drinks HAHA.

yeah so met with sengchian hongye and viet to buy stuff. halfway thru tew sms-ed. "eh its raining!" LOL having bought half our stuff i called her. she was at changi. we were at bedok. so i thought gg alr lmao. then rain got heavier some more. -.- yeah and we so happened to see dark clouds in the sky.

well being the risk-takers that we are we bought food anw, and went. luckily it didnt rain. lol. so bbq-ed proceeded. cycled and bbq-ed. then at 9pm we felt raindrops and zao-ed. played pool with viet victor and sengchian. played 10000 times better than last time i guess. haha. anw had quite a fun time ytd thx to yiusum jiahui tew weiting sengchian hongye viet victor and suchin for coming down and more thanks to weiting and her parents for the lift to cck mrt. heh heh. or else i would have reached home at 1am. LOLLL.

and well things have happened to ppl recently. guess i'm just.. shocked. didnt really know how to respond.. it probably just showed, once again, how fragile life really is. cant help much, but to offer my deepest condolences. ah well. guess thats why they always say we must be honest with our feelings cos we might not have a chance to say it? sigh sigh..

so now i'm just counting down to the end of my playing days. next tue, thats the day i set for myself to start preparing seriously for promos. no more excuses this time. jiayou everyone!



the cynic spoke @ 11:06 PM


Saturday, August 2, 2008
youyouyou

and i miss..

you



the cynic spoke @ 6:08 PM


WHY SO SERIOUS

wth the weather is like damn hot. omg man cant stand it! zzzzz..

scholarship day was.. quite random i guess. lol. havent set any targets for myself so just go there see see. in the end it turned out to be freebies free for all with julian and yijun, and chengwen joining us halfway. its quite embarrassing really. hahaha. but erm, had a good laugh la. lmao.

freaking tired now. and got WR to rush. like wow. died-ed. going for national day dinner at boon lay later. ://

watched dark knight (like finally) on wed with yijun. the movie is damn good. though joker is seriously quite disturbing. heath ledger is like damn zai, though unfortunately he wont be with them to shoot another sequel. ah well. wat a waste.

totally looking forward to the break next week man. ah well. byebye!



the cynic spoke @ 6:03 PM