Tuesday, July 29, 2008
lol i totally need a wheelchair cos the muscle aches are unbearable. and they make me tire out easily. haha.

and my back is like omg acting up again.

and i have pe tmr. die -.-

at least i can finally take some extended break after sch. wooot.



the cynic spoke @ 9:56 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008
lol so the expected soreness set in today. reached sch and immediately wanted to go home. like totally zzzz.. got trouble climbing stairs. -.- heck i even have trouble trying to qiao4 my jiao3. lol. luckily sch got lift. which is i only took the lift once today? and to the second floor.. wth.

lol anw tiyuri was damn fun! last min kai1 qiao4 noe how to throw frisbee. like lmao. frisbee and handball quite fun i decided. though dont throw ball into ppl's face. -.- yah and watch out for the street soccer goalposts cos the crossbar is like, low? LOL. knocked into it and had headache for the rest of the day like ouch thought i had concussion. anw cramped 3 times ytd. VERY bad cramps whr u cant walk alr. then i decided to play bball and erm, couldnt catch up with kaiqi on the court. HAHAHA. yah by the end of the day i was seriously tinking getting out of AHS was going to be real difficult. ah well. dinner was good.

xianglong champs. new champs at last. haha. congrats and well done. =) xulong got 4th. would have been a good result but unfortunately we only have 4 teams. but nvm we tried out best. xulong still rocks. =DDD

lol ok my mind still isnt working properly. wonder how many brain cells i killed ytd. LOL.



the cynic spoke @ 8:37 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
today i almost bloody lost it. no i tink it started from ytd during the meeting i almost wanted to swear out loud and throw ppl out of the room.

but figures it doesnt help me or the club. but i'm just getting damn sick of listening to ideals being preached to me. sorry i'm effectively more of a pragmatist and i really dont care about wat u intend to do. cos i wanna bloody see u do it and ur not doing any shit god damn it.

frankly i dont like to take shit, especially when its served up on a platter and given to me like halfway thru a 10 course meal. sth i didnt order but i gotta eat. fuck it la seriously. u have to wonder how come some ppl's skins are as thick as their asses sometimes to be able to ask ppl to be slaves for them.

at least after this i'm doing sth i'm taking charge of. i'm making sure none of this shit happens to the main event. so u can screw off. byebye.



the cynic spoke @ 11:03 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008
sorry if i havent been uploading regularly. i noe it sucks to come to a blog to see the same posts over and over again. ah well. just havent had the mood to blog. i guess there actually is stuff to talk about, but sometimes a public domain isnt the best place to do it. if u wanna hear stories just come and talk to me. hahaha.

had last meeting before tiyuri today. after tiyuri there'll be one more meeting before we break until end of year and resume for next year's camp. so thats it then, one year's gone just like that. and i'm officially in semi-retirement state. as victor always says: “欢乐的时光总是过得很快的” how apt it is then that this year's really just passing by without me really noticing. its really not an understatement when i say that, last year's tiyuri, the setting up of last year's camp comm, its all just like, yesterday. time spares no one, sigh sigh.

and i guess a part of me just wants to hark back to last year. to the past. maybe then i can spend more time with everyone, with.. and learn how to treasure more i guess. really glad that ppl in 10 jie still keep in touch with one another. miss all of u guys. and i still want my outing! hahaha!

and i actually forgot to bring my keys out today. and only realised when i got to my doorstep. lol. no keys. sucks to be me. i mean, the last time i forgot to bring keys out was in pri sch. wth man. shld go slap myself or sth. -.- ok not really worth it.

so i went to the CC. wat else? do work. luckily i brought work out to do. or else i could have just stoned to death. so yeah, did work, realised u dont go to the CC just to play bball. haha. and realised i can be real efficient if i want to be. screw it. its like time to stop tinking about wat i can achieve, and actually get down to doing it. damn it. zzz.. but watching ppl play bball was quite nice though. haha. random.

ah well. gotta prepare for week 5. after this week its half the term gone. like wow. just like that. poooof!



the cynic spoke @ 10:55 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008
lol ok so i realised my posting sort of stagnated lately. totally no mood to blog. or rather, no mood to do anything constructive.

and so it is a good thing that i've shaken that dumb mood off. haha. been spending these past week tinking about wat i actually wanna achieve this year. or rather, wat is left of this year. i really cant afford to lose steam again. i need to get the start of year feeling back. zzz..

oteam interview tmr. duno wat to expect. not really concerned. hahaha. i guess its not really impt anymore. if i get in i get to burn my hols. if i dont i get to enjoy my hols. either way its a win win situation for me. LOL. thats not saying i dont feel like getting in la. but if they decide i'm work no shit wat can i do right?

and then theres PW. woooot man this term is going to be a short and busy one.



the cynic spoke @ 10:32 PM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008
u almost got me lost just now. when i saw that. :/

cos a part of me wants to know, the other doesnt.

and to tink i was so close, so tempted to spill everything.

but i cant find the guts.

though i really want u to know.



the cynic spoke @ 10:40 PM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008
LOL i just finished act II of diablo II.

ok play too much alr. shall stop playing (getting quite sick of it alr anw). and start doing some work.

need to get everything settled within these 2 weeks while its still quite manageable. lol.

1 article for zaobao. tutorials in advance.

zzzz...



the cynic spoke @ 10:54 PM