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Monday, November 26, 2007
arena country club

went arena country club at upper jurong road today. dylan's father's student's father was giving free bowling sessions so he invited us. in the end me yijun zhefei alvin engwei quanwei and dylan went.

bowling was horrible. i've decided i cant bowl for nuts. not even if my life depended on it. HAHA. totally like shit liddat. urghhhh. ok so bowl 3 games bowl sian liao me alvin zhefei and yijun decided to play pool instead. teamed with yijun against zhefei and alvin and played 6 games. me and yijun won 4-2. which is 2 of our victories were cos zhefei and alvin hit the black ball in with cue ball LOL. damn funny. lalala i'm playing much better now compared to the first time i played like 3 weeks ago? that time with jeff and zsd. haha.

quanwei dylan and engwei came later at another table. then yijun started playing at both. -.- then toward the end played 9-ball with zhefei. and lost at the last ball haha. fun fun.

oh yes we shld have more activities in the west next time? hahahaha.



the cynic spoke @ 8:55 PM


Sunday, November 25, 2007
last sunday of november

meeting today was much better. discussed quite alot of things. but quite freaky cos the attendence wont be getting any better in the coming weeks lololol.

going out tmr to bowl. then after that i'm confining myself at home cos i'm going out too much. and spending too much money. and no longer bothering to find a job. so expected.

why am i so useless i'm just wasting another holiday away zzzzzzz.......



the cynic spoke @ 9:19 PM


Saturday, November 24, 2007
class chalet

ok i'm in the mood to blog now. lolol. shall blog about class chalet which was the tuesday+wednesday of this week. it was mighty fun! haha. but aloha changi is some ulu place surrounded by military buildings and a prison lolol.

so i was wasting my time online and didnt know when i would be going when i saw mr. law jiahao online. so we arranged to meet at tampines (ok i got the spelling correct) to go together. then halfway thru the journey his dad decided to fetch him there so i hitched a ride. afterward jeremiah called jiahao, turns out he and weishen were lost. -.- so in the end picked them up and reached together.

ok reached there and started playing mahjong. LOL. turns out ms low was there already and they alr started playing mahjong in her room (she brought mahjong set). then later they set up another table cos weishen brought mahjong set (and didnt play. like WOW). just ya play mahjong play noob style until jiahao decided to teach us the proper way to play with points. wahahaha. next time can gamble liao. xD

later mr chan ms cho and mrs cheryl yap (come crash our chalet for some reason) came. ok mrs yap left early ms cho and mr chan stayed and ate and played mahjong with us. lolol. then ate dinner. they decided bbq-ing the chicken was too slow and un-healthy (cos all half-cooked) so they dumped the chicken into microwave. LOL. anw kudos to all who were bbq-ing or went to buy stuff cos there were many ppl doing nth but koping food. like wow. smuggle food somewhere else and eat everything. tink those ppl doing work didnt eat much. =/

then continued playing mahjong. the bong kia law jiahao didnt stay cos he had training the next day. dumbbb. LOL. so just continued playing mahjong. then played polar bear also. it was bloody funny cos at the start ppl guess polar bear first guess get correct liao. afterward there were some real pros and i managed to guess the polar bear correctly 3 times only to get killed LOL. damn funny.

then at arnd 2-3am liddat went walking to changi village. ms low treated us prata. =) just walked and talked. told ghost stories and got ppl scared. haha. and saw some suspected transvestites (apparently they swarm the place at this hour). LOL. then walked back and slept. i didnt slp. just lie on bed. at first shared bed with bertrand. (basket share single bed with a rugger LOL). then engwei decided he couldnt slp so i took his bed. when i decided i couldnt slp engwei came back and took back his bed. nice shifts. LOL.

checked out next day. ate at tampines (woots correct spelling again) then went dhoby ghaut LAN with yijun dylan zhefei alvin engwei sikai weishen and jeremiah. dio owned in CS again. zzzzz...... then got pissed with guai lan LAN shop owner. stupid son of a bitch.

guess 2D1N was a good duation. if not will become damn sian. now i am totally looking forward to chalet with titong peeps. 3D2N. wahahaha.



the cynic spoke @ 10:16 PM


my... WAT is a mountain?

havent been blogging. havent had the mood to.

for now, pls make do with this ridiculously funny article. i guarantee you will laugh ur ass off.

here it is. enjoy.



the cynic spoke @ 12:10 AM


Tuesday, November 20, 2007
pre-chalet

just idling my time away waiting to go class chalet. havent even packed yet. LOL. i'm feeling damn lazy might just end up going quite late.

wonder wat can be done there. 2D1N is seriously cannot do much outdoor stuff, especially when the weather is so unpredictable. play cards? mahjong? wonder who will bring mahjong set. but go there better than wasting time at home ba. tonight dont need sleep liao. lolol.



the cynic spoke @ 1:14 PM


Sunday, November 18, 2007
daze-d

extremely sian now cos there is absolutely no one to talk to online now. ok no one whom i can sustain a proper conversation with. heck i dont even chat online most of the time anyway. but nvm there's always mincong. hahaha.

had meeting today. was quite disappointed ba felt it was quite 冷清, though it was to be expected. wat with everyone going overseas and all. there were only me and xiping in xiao room before meeting. only 9 ppl came. in the end only need to move 2 tables combine can hold meeting liao. haha. feels like some round table discussion. next week shld be 10 ppl ba. will only start getting better at start of dec. oh well.

but i guess meeting was quite efficient la. managed to finish all that we set out to discuss today even though we digressed alot. haha. but my mind like not fully in meeting liddat. haiz. too tired? felt in a state of daze or sth. -.-

hope camp comm can really jiayou when everyone comes back cos things in this state really feels quite...crappy to me. everyone must 合作with xiping! but its quite good everyone gels quite well together can talk and joke during meeting hahaha.

ate dinner with zhenan xuchang aonan lixue kaiqi and xiping after meeting at tpy (again. i always end up eating there wowow). dinner at 5pm. no wonder i'm so hungry now. arghhhh.

ok my thoughts are running all over the place. i'm feeling damn messed up now. byebye.



the cynic spoke @ 11:14 PM


Saturday, November 17, 2007
no morals

just came across a blog post. shan't quote anything, but i really find it ridiculously funny.

basically its someone complaining after getting into a quarrel over, of all things in this world u can quarrel over, FACEBOOK.

YES THERES NO FREAKIN TYPO IN THAT LAST PARAGRAPH THE LAST WORD IN THAT PARAGRAPH IS FACEBOOK. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is totally lmkkjo lmfao i can imagine myself laughing like ppl laughing at 樱木花道in slam dunk. OMFGGGG CAN YOU BELIEVE PPL QUARREL OVER FACEBOOK?!!!?!!??!???!?!?!??!! so no life can! mug until brain gone mad liao?

or is that wat happens when u have no morals?

maybe next time we'll hear about ppl quarreling over a testimonial written on friendster? that'll totally make u laugh until u laosai.



the cynic spoke @ 11:00 PM


Friday, November 16, 2007
highlight of the day

highlight of today was seeing jian an when buying dinner at yew tee foodcourt.

nice boring life..........



the cynic spoke @ 9:31 PM


Wednesday, November 14, 2007
run run

I AM DAMN HUNGRY NOW! wargh. after exercise always hungry de. hahaha. went to run 3km at yew tee park just now. finished in 20 min. not bad considering i nvr run for very long liao and well there are ppl who run 2.4km in 20 min so...

anw when i was going to the park saw police car park by the road and 2 policemen go into the park. wonder wat happened. then as i was running the policemen were like questioning this quite big grp of ppl. then there was like another big grp nearby. lolol. gang fight? not very advisable considering the police post is like just a 5 min walk away which equals to a 1-2 min drive. but my neighbourhood like not very violent one? hmm....

almost died after running. severe lack of oxygen to the brain i tink. was getting dizzy and seeing stars. LOL. thought i was gonna faint. lucky after 10 min recover liao. zzzz..... nvr happen before sia. my fitness really that lousy meh? haha.

anw i tink its such a bad idea to build a park with running track right beside the main road. cos when u jog u breathe all the fumes in, which makes u even more unhealthy. so dumb la. maybe next time i go another park jog, stagmont park ba. if still not happy can always go cck stadium... wahahahaha.



the cynic spoke @ 7:33 PM


Monday, November 12, 2007
无与伦比的美丽

无与伦比的美丽 - 苏打绿

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
我若担心我不能飞
我有你的草原

你形容我是这个世界上无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上无与伦比的美丽

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶

你形容我是这个世界上无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上无与伦比的美丽
你知道当你需要个夏天我会拼了命努力
我知道你会做我的掩护当我是个逃兵

你形容我是这个世界上无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上无与伦比的美丽

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶

我若担心我不能飞
我有你的草原

omg this song is just....美. and i nvr use 美to describe a song before! not even菊花台. everything is 美. 词曲都美! mv也美! 比郭美美还美! LOLOLOLOL!!!! ok seriously very 美.

DAMN NICE!!!!!!! that time jiamin tell me go sodagreen website listen got hear a part of it. felt it was nice then. but now hear the whole song is.. wow the feeling like cannot describe. the emotions the song bring out is just totally different from any song i've heard before.

omg like can totally fall in love with it. NICE! really 无与伦比的美丽





the cynic spoke @ 11:18 PM


1111

sometimes u need to give in. if u noe others r giving in to u, u must reciprocate. dont take advantage...

thats why i talk less now. and dont let myself get offended easily. wonder when was the last time i REALLY took offence at wat someone said...

anyway i trust xiping wont be online at this time so i shall blog about ytd! haha. finally had meeting in 3 months. was glad to see everyone! though many ppl going overseas this week and the next la.

at first thought ytd was a one-off meeting to set up camp comm. in the end turns out jiahui jie has our schedule already planned all the way until may next year. quite scary i tink. haha. so we have meetings from this sunday onwards to plan for next year's camp. so my sundays are filled for the hols. good thing now i have things to do on at least one day of every week lolol.

jiamin brought the brownies she had baked to let us eat. not bad la. though when i first saw it it was like multi colour on top of the brown and i was asking her "这样多颜色,发霉了ah?" LOLOL

so camp comm chairperson is xiping. haha. in order prevent her from getting distracted they stopped me from telling her then but to inform her after her papers tmr. hahaha. so like just now was chatting with her online, i was like asking her "has anyone contacted you about ytd's meeting?"(make sure she still duno) then she "WAIT DONT TELL ME UNTIL TMR 0930"
you see we so considerate. wahahaha.

and nishuai quit chinese soc cos she want go for the camp. >< despite me asking her to consider more carefully. like wow just call the teacher and tell him that she want quit. =/ hahaha so abrupt sia.

after meeting went eat dinner with zongjun mincong nishuai and jiamin. wowow go to baoguan for 1 and a half years liao nvr knew beside baoguan got THAT food center. i always thought it was some pub. hahaha. ate food from the stall called botak jones. serve western food de. apparently got other restaurants. shld visit next time. the food not bad la. quite good. eat until full like shit.

ok looking forward to planning camp. hope it'll be as smooth if not even smoother than planning for tiyuri. fun fun!



the cynic spoke @ 9:53 PM


Saturday, November 10, 2007
back for a while

ok i havent updated for over a week. actually wanted to blog ytd one, but then stupid blogger say my browser wat cookies not enabled, so dumb. today ok alr, so after nishuai's reminder i shall update.

which is there is nothing to update. LOL! been spending this past week watching slam dunk anime (65 episodes so far) and deciding 樱木花道is a total idiot. lolololol. ya i tink i havent done anything else. and i was supposed to look for a job wth..



the cynic spoke @ 11:06 AM


Friday, November 2, 2007
graduation

last day of sch today! and the sch gave us an unprecendented parting gift which i so feel like returning to them.

basically we got our newly updated grades in the morning. and i had sth of a jaw-drop when i saw my grade. reaction was: "why is it so fucking high?! i'm not supposed to be getting such a fucking high score!" turns out the sch decided to make a mockery out of everyone's scores. they "moderated" maths by 7 marks, bio by 6, chi by 3, physics by 2, english by 1. so everyone's scores got a bloody high jump.

i guess everyone is damn happy. but i'm not that thrilled. wats the point of being happy with a grade u didnt earn and u noe u dont deserve? its seriously stupid la. moderation add 6-7 marks. thats fucking adding marks for fun not moderation. moderate by 3 still ok. but 7? thats enough to jump 2 grades pls. and 4 if its on maths which is double weightage. wat the bloody fuck.

granted i guess some ppl really needed the marks. but thats a stupid reason to give marks just to let them go rj. if they cant make it, THEN RETAIN THEM LA. they came here knowing wat they had to do to go up, if they cant do it who can they blame? i know theres a need to help them. but if they still cmi then its abit too late isnt it? this is no help at all la. wats the point of giving them the marks to go up then they live on tinking they can survive on moderation? thats a screwed up mentality.

ok so there'll be ppl who say wat my grades good so i dont understand all that shit. not like i didnt work for my grades liddat. if work liao still cmi i'd rather not go rj. why go there knowing i will die?

and it really doesnt reflect our work la. this tells me i could have gone and thrown a few more tests and still get the same mark? lol. whr got ppl run marathon run until going to end alr then take car to finish line one? siao ah. if i'm gonna get good grades i want to earn it not for someone else to give it to me. bloody hell. so insulting la.

graduation was ok i guess. not much. just sit there and wait to go up on stage to receive a report book like thingy which is empty cos we're getting our stuff next week instead. once again, nice one ri. graduation also cannot do properly. haiz... after that went beauty world with zsd eat some pasta. not bad la, eat until stomach can burst. lolol.

btw i wasnt one of those buggers who were begging for moderation. wat ppl need to learn is to be happy with their lot. no matter how suay they are.



the cynic spoke @ 6:40 PM


Thursday, November 1, 2007
random shit

ok decided i'd rather waste time at home than waste time in sch today. wonder how interesting congress was. hmmm.... or rather, i wonder how full the sch was. LOL.

to get a sense of how much a waste of time sch has been over the past week, this is wat we did:
watch movie when we're supposed to have subject R&R. apparently Reflect and Review became Rest and Relax.
play chess when we're supposed to be watching movies.
listen to talks of no importance to us. etc etc etc.
lets take tue for example. got lesson even the teacher in sch oso dont want come in. end up 2 lessons before recess were free periods. after recess supposed to watch movie for maths lesson. but the system in LT screwed up so we ended up taking photos with ms cho. LOL. if all the time we wasted = holiday we can have one more week of hols. thanks man thanks.

graduation tmr. wonder how boring it'll be. and apparently our testimonials arent out yet. i tink its totally dumb when the teachers even need us to comment on our own character. if our own form teachers cant even write sth about our characters then i seriously tink they've failed their task pathetically la. though wonder how they'll assess cos obviously one of them cant use herself as a yardstick. or else she'll have to say all of us are angels.

sometimes i really wonder whether shes irresponsible or just plain lazy. whole day try to act like she bloody concerned for us liddat then disappear when shes supposed to do her job. like wtf. why why why did our form teacher have to change from last year? zzzzzz..... nvm tmr i shake her hand and say bye-bye to her.

ok after sch ends i need to find a job. which is i tink i'll ultimately end up NOT finding one cos apparently all the jobs taken liao no more left for me. so i might just have to waste my time again. screw it. anyone got any to introduce pls tell me ty.



the cynic spoke @ 5:41 PM