Wednesday, October 31, 2007
liberation day today! last paper of the year! wahahaha.

ok finally can feel really free liao. didnt really like the feeling of freedom-with-that-paper-hanging-at-the-back-of-your-head. the paper was quite ok la i guess. no idea wat grade i'm gonna get but hopefully i didnt do too badly. but it was the worst i've felt doing an exam in the hall.

ok so the hall has always been cold. thats undeniable. but after taking so many papers before without dying off i thought i could do without a sweater today. how wrong i was. paper 1 was okay i could do normally. doing paper 2 was a killer. cos of whr i sit (in the middle of the hall) i get the full blast of air-con so basically i was freezing and my brain all frozen up then cannot tink. hand was shivering and eyes like cannot bloody look up liddat. damn uncomfortable.

ok la i survived. barely. luckily i managed to finish the paper half-dying. zzzzz...

after sch go jeff's house play fifa. not bad went on a good run of 6 games without defeat with 5 wins then kena defeated by liverpool. lolol. ok la good enough we improved alot.

shiok sia just 1 day more. then secondary sch life over le! wooot



the cynic spoke @ 9:42 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007
back to sch today. last week liao. getting more and more no mood duno why i'm going to sch waste time and watch movies. also dont really feel like talking liao. zzzz... HMT O levels in 2 days time and i cant focus. bloody distracted. fuck. i just hope i dont fall asleep doing the paper on that day, and that my dear form teacher remembers to hand us our entry proof, or else i wont even have the chance to fall asleep.

after sch today supposed to have POP. i was SO bloody looking forward to finally passing out and no longer be a member of RINCC but no many ppl (sec 4s) conveniently decided to pon today's "training" so that they could go home and "study" for O levels. just when i decided i shld be setting an example. fuck u all la. ur tink i got more time than all of you is it? now cant even have a proper parade alr. i know ur probably dont give a bloody fuck but ur can screw off anyway.

was debating whether or not to have parade another day. came to the conclusion that those who didnt turn up today probably wont turn up ever again. so no parade alr i guess. and i dont want a bloody ceremony which no one will care about. at least parade got drills, ppl cant slack off and get away with it. so this year no passing over. no shit. so this is what we are leaving behind. some shitfuck legacy. the cca is gone la, thanks to the ever so able ppl at the top. thanks a bunch. for making my last year in ncc such a blast. i owe u a big one.

then came the issue of awards. our batch ncc only 4 ppl got service awards. none of the 3 staff sgts (which includes me) and dear ASM fawaz got any awards. i didnt really care. but some ppl quite concerned la. i only got more pissed off when i alex told us the criteria for getting awards. apparently service award need 5 contributions to the cca, and merit award need 3. ok so maybe i didnt deserve a service award. but not even a merit award? so we 3 staffs have been trying out bloody best to get the best out of the cadets and taking alot of stick and we're leaving without any recognition? u mean i havent even made 3 contributions to the cca? well thanks la. THANKS ALOT FOR TELLING ME THAT. i'm not saying those ppl who got service awards dont deserve it. in fact they do.

but no out of the top 5 only CSM got award. when in the previous years all the top 5 got at least an award. ok fine i nvr get any award. i'm ok with it. but ur telling me fawaz isnt getting anything at all? is that a bloody joke or are you just simply blind? not even a word of thanks for all the SHIT we have been taking this year. watever we do, one accepts blindly without vetting and giving us feedback. the other throws it back at us and tells us we are a bunch of shit and, well, has simply been looking towards the day the sec 3s take over. simply cant wait to chase us out la! so it made us look forward to the day the sec 3s took over too.

i really tink its quite a joke that the vice-chair of the cca ends up with no awards at all considering how much he's done for the cca. when the dear teacher was asked about the matter, he couldnt even come up with an answer la. just like keep on mumbling to himself. like total yayness, we didnt get an answer! again.

so ended up going photo-taking nia, change into uniform and change out again just to take some shit photos. nice one. didnt stay for next session. apparently the sch wants to decorate the sch hall with murals on selected CCAs and had a special session for that. no thx i dont wanna leave my face on the walls of the sch. later kena vandalized how? and really la its not really a conducive environment for doing exams. imagine u taking exam and u look around keep on seeing faces staring at you. will fail one can?

after photo taking met nishuai and mincong at j8. haha apparently they were alr there and were waiting for me. sorry la who ask ur come so early? LOL. felt better after seeing them. just stone at food court and talk alot of nonsense. hahaha.

"the best preparation for HMT O levels is to sleep at 9 o clock the day before the exam."
-yours truly

good luck everyone!



the cynic spoke @ 6:42 PM

Thursday, October 25, 2007
really like this song alot and felt like sharing with everyone. video takes quite long to load but its the best quality one i could find.



曲名：思念是一种病　　　　　　歌手：张震岳

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽

一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生 试着体会
试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱的关心
借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病

多久没有说我爱你?
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人?
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息 X 2
Oh 思念是一种病

well hope everyone can find some meaning in the lyrics. =)



the cynic spoke @ 10:27 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007
one more week. one more week to the last exam of the year.

9 more days to graduation. after 9 more days i am officially no longer a student of the school. after 9 more days jay chou's new album will be out. after tinking his new single was a total nonsense of a song i'm beginning to catch on to it. lololololol. but still quite nonsense. at least hes trying out a new style =.=

after 9 more days, i need to look for a job. to burn time. to earn money. to "widen my social circle?" maybe do some volunteer work. cannot waste my hols away again.

after 9 more days i'm gonna post some highly interesting things. why? because i am a cynic. sorry i might just offend some ppl with my posts but not like i've really cared before.

9 more days. 9 more days. 9 is my index number. after 9 more days it'll no longer be.



the cynic spoke @ 11:04 PM

Monday, October 22, 2007
english whitewash over the week.

euro 2008 qualifiers: lost to russia 2-1, practically wont qualify for tournament proper.
rugby world cup final: lost to south africa 15-6.
F1 championship: lewis hamilton throws away title (or kimi raikkonen won it, however u want it) after finishing 7th at brazil grand prix.

so the english didnt win anything. wow. ok. now i can look forward to just supporting the dutch in euro 2008. the 2 reasons why i support them are cos of their jersey colour (orange) and cos they havent won a world cup. LOL! no la i like their footballing philosophy. but now gone liao la. GO ORANJE! england always cause heartbreaks.

ok congrats to kimi for winning the F1 championship by a solitary point! yeah yeah i predicted he'll win race and championship and i was right! wahahaha.

but hamilton is pro la he'll dominate the sport for years to come. hopefully he'll move to ferrari one day (unlikely to happen). LOL! but who knows. now the sport more exciting liao got 4 legitimate challengers for the title (including massa) hopefully the rest of the teams will become more competitive too.

F1 coming to singapore next year! WOOT!



the cynic spoke @ 10:39 PM

the one thing that i wanted to do most after EOYs, was to play bball.

and i havent gotten a bloody chance to. because of many things and rain. seems that everytime we wanna play it rains. WOW. can stop raining and let us play when the weather is good?

its bloody raining now can! WAT THE HELL. ok rain enough liao tmr dont rain. zzzz....



the cynic spoke @ 10:25 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007
all the best to all taking their O levels starting tmr!

and to all taking their A levels next week!

GOOD LUCK!!! JIAYOU!!!!!!



the cynic spoke @ 10:05 PM

Thursday, October 18, 2007
i'm damn bored. shit! anyone got any good games to introdce?

lol ok i'm here to blog about my day. cos i nth else to do now. morning watched movie for 2 hours. "bowling for columbine" by michael moore. i tink hes damn pro la. quite a good film.

the shit started after recess. at first had a talk on PSC scholarships. this one still ok. after this talk we had one stupid hilarious shit on "getting ready for a co-ed environment". no THIS is total nonsense and bullshit. apparently they tink we cant communicate with girls after 4 years in a single sex sch. nonsense. i got my own social life outside of sch pls.

ok granted some really dont noe how to communicate with girls (these ppl are kuku anti-social idiots). but for ppl who do know how to, this talk is nonsense and a waste of time.

but can see whr the sch is coming from actually. u see ah. ri ppl are so bloody immature even i started to tink the bulk of them cant handle girls as well. throughout the talk keep on cat-calling/making stupid noises/shouting/watever fuck they were doing i was getting damn fucking irritated. knn. cant they like, just listen quietly no matter how nonsense it is? and given the content in the talk... haiz. grow up ppl. dont whole day do shit nonsense. no wonder no one likes the sch. its cos of ppl like these.

the talk wouldnt have been of much help anw. either they are too immature to absorb anything from the talk, or they werent listening. if u cant handle girls, then i duno wat to say la. u cant be trained to communicate with them for goodness sake.

anyway been receiving stupid scam mails recently. they take the letter head of reader's digest and try to con us into tinking we can earn hundreds of thousands of dollars by giving money and letting it grow. that was the first time. today received another one saying we can win a car. got a key some more u noe. i'll keep the key and throw away the rest. if ur a conman and u happen to be reading this, heres sth for u: FUCK OFF

really tink we r stupid rite. pls la try a cleverer scam can? maybe then i might fall for it.



the cynic spoke @ 8:06 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
finally went back to sch today after 5 day mini holiday. woke up with painful eyelid...zzz. i tink its that little bit swollen hopefully wont get worse tmr.

sch was dumb. i tink its a total waste of time la. first 2 hours higher chinese. did some shit work. then recess one hour. after that stupid talks which are like of no relevance to us at all. wat career guidance shit. they tink we next time all have big bright future must plan nice nice wat we wanna be. LOL. i havent even complete my education yet tink of wat sai4 ambition. and the talk no help at all. hes telling us things we already know.

then after that rjc chi dept ppl come down give talk. say wat not there to try to sell us their programme. then proceeded to keep encouraging us to take it. ROFLMAO. pls la another no relevance one cos probably 90% of the cohort wont be taking their courses in jc. do u ur noe wat the meaning of "lousy" is? especially in ri the chinese even more shit. who want to take? lol like practically everyone wasnt listening to both talks. dumb.

went jeff's house play fifa after sch. haha. changed like 2 teams before we settled on portsmouth. not bad la. play become more fluent liao. i was using ukata, jeff was using muntari and zsd was using benjani. haha. fun. but then sadly when me and zsd left, it started raining. knn. zsd nvr bring umbrella then end up share umbrella and my left side became totally drenched. chao shiok sia. of all times had to rain then...

ok here comes the actually-not-very-shocking news of the year. considering the year's ending soon its like one of the coincidences of the year. i was walking home then everytime will pass by this block opposite my block. then walk past the void-deck at the lifts there. then guess who i saw? mr low jun meng aka mr year head 4 of raffles institution. LIKE WOW. my shirt all tuck out. badge off. half drenched. and he SAW ME. LOLLL. he bloody recognized me can. i just say "hi" and quickly siam4 off liao. wat the bloody hell! he come my sch one year alr i nvr saw him ONCE in the neighbourhood before can? wonder when he moved here..

ok i had my suspicions before alr. cos there was this one time i was walking out of house to mrt when going to sch. looked up and saw this familiar guy (him la) walking along the corridor of the opposite block. like wow. went to sch saw him in the same shirt. but at that time thought i was hallucinating. cos whr got so qiao3 one. then really so qiao3. wth singapore too small liao la.

ok i tink i'm falling sick. shit man. better watch it later i sick for O lvls HMT then can go jump off the clock tower liao. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL



the cynic spoke @ 9:08 PM

Saturday, October 13, 2007
went mincong's house today. haha. i tink like picked the wrong time to go cos everyone busy with stuff. in the end only me and jiamin went his house.

it was quite.. quiet la. haha. too little ppl le. then somehow today feel damn sian cannot get high. sang some songs on his karaoke system. then mincong's parents came home. they're damn cool la! haha!

then played mahjong. 3 ppl. then i was screwing games up partly cos its only the 2nd time i'm playing and i forgot some stuff. then also cos i was bloody lethargic and damn absent-minded. so sorry! but not bad managed to win a few games.

then jiamin went home at 6. me and mincong went compasspoint eat. mos burger, which was surprisingly quite full even though the serving like bloody small. haha. then after that walk around and talk for an hour. just 散心. then go home.

haha i always enjoy myself when i'm with titong peeps. hope next time will have more ppl ba then more fun. =)



the cynic spoke @ 9:56 PM

Friday, October 12, 2007
dont feel like blogging. lol. but got nth else to do anw.

went jeff's house today. supposed to play bball with zsd, in the end nvr play. end up playing fifa 08 on jeff's PS. control 3 players on same team. we picked everton. jeff was baines, i was cahill and zsd was johnson. not bad la. could have been better. in the middle switched players. lol. then after that eat kway png and rojak.

wow this sounds so boring but no i enjoyed myself very much. but i'm bloody sian now. was playing fm 2008 demo and bloody hell need to spend so much on players like cannot sign anyone liddat. zzzz...

tmr go mincong's house. yea!



the cynic spoke @ 11:12 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2007
exams ended today. shiok.

went AMK play LAN and watch movie with bert zhefei yijun and engwei. haha. nvr bring clothes so in the end zhefei lent me. then wth me and yijun went the AMK hub toilet to change then he keep on complaining the toilet smell like shit then keep on breathing through his clothes. LOL! ok this is random.

at first play dota against 5 4B ppl and dio own by them cos i suck. ok i really suck at dota. hahaha. after that play CS abit better then play NFS FIFA Unreal tournament until siao. wah kao man havent lan-ned liddat for damn long. almost 4 hours. haha.

then after that went AMK hub. met jiamin there. hahaha. so qiao3 she went there to eat. went to watch 色诫. shan't pass my judgment on the movie ba. haha. go watch it if u wanna know wat its all about besides sex scenes. LOL.

ok this is a short post but i really cant tink now. damn tired. byebye.



the cynic spoke @ 10:07 PM

Tuesday, October 9, 2007
okay i shouldnt be here. but i happened to read BBC sports' quotes of this week.

AND IT IS DAMN BLOOD FUNNY!!! i was laughing my ass off reading it la omg its like the funniest i've seen so far.

access it here: http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport2/hi/funny_old_game/7033486.stm

ok bye see you in 2 days!



the cynic spoke @ 10:24 PM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007
wont be blogging for a week until EOYs are over. papers start in 2 days time.

cant wait for it to be over. then HMT O's in less than a month's time. then graduation in a month's time. then i'm out of the sch. whooo!

ok good luck to everyone for exams!



the cynic spoke @ 10:12 PM