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Friday, September 28, 2007
PAIN ACHE AHHHH

WAH KAO MY LEGS ARE CRAMPING UP AND ACHING LIKE SIAO!

PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN.

after exams must hardcore play shit and work fitness up.

I FEEL LIKE AMPUTATING MY LEGS. WARGHHHH



the cynic spoke @ 8:45 PM


airBALLS

normal lessons resumed today. was quite pissed they changed to even week timetable cos i didnt want to climb rock walls and attend chinese lesson. lol in the end turned out quite ok.

romi didnt come. so we played games man! lmao. played bball for the first time in well over a month. which is the last time i played any shit game was during tiyuri. so we played 6 vs 5 full court. me charles tze kang bert jia hao and ferdian vs chengwen yijun vincent kendrick and wei shen. damn shuang. run run and run up and down the court.

ok everything was good besides the fact i shot 0 of 8 from the field. LOL. bloody rusty cannot shoot. and almost everything was airball. knn. must stop shooting alr. pass first. shoot later. wargh. might as well let the pros do the shooting. can garner alot of assists some more.

after sch chem oba. how the sch expected us to do a test without any tables i dont know. all i know is i kept on dropping stuff. textbook. notes. pens. erasers. calculator. at one point i even dropped my test paper. who the fuck does a test in an auditorium? this sch. the seats so uncomfortable some more. wtf.

screwed shit.



the cynic spoke @ 7:47 PM


Wednesday, September 26, 2007
8 more days.

first of all. CONGRATS TO XIPING! (with nothing attached to it). haha. i tink she would agree with me that 6 is a very nice number. so pro can! and she was still saying prelims were hard la! clever jiu shi clever. heh. guess i wont be seeing her in hwa chong. cos i most probably wont be going there.

ok i'm done marvelling at her brilliance. jiayou for O's!

anw dissected a frog for bio module today. shit man. i guess it was better than i thought la. blocked nose helped. didnt smell much. just cut up the frog mutilate it and remove all of its organs. urgh. jeff still keep on saying frog's legs nice to eat. lmao.

but there was a slight commotion at the start. cos mrs. tan cut the skin of the frog liao. then the frog started moving. wtf. like breathe. turns out it wasnt chlorofoamed properly. not dead yet. wth. then found some other frogs still alive also. in the end re-chlorofoamed the alive frogs. ours was quite dead fortunately.

but then something better happened. one grp the frog alr cut away skin and open up muscles can see the organs and intestines and everything alr. THEN IT MOVED. WTF! imagine urself skinned with ur intestines still spilling out and ur still alive. ITS DAMN GROSS CAN! WTH!!! warghhhh totally sick if i do a dissection next time i'll make sure the animal is fully dead. at least spare it the pain la. starve it for 5 days liao in the end its being cut up still have to feel pain. o.0

lol then after sch supposed to go help out with CIP again. reached dhoby ghaut liao then the reporter call me tell me dont need go le. like LOL! turns out she was the one who called me during lesson and i didnt return the call. lmao. nishuai even worse. person reminded her in the morning. she got a missed call at home. she reached clark quay and was informed dont need go alr. wahahaha. shld have informed us earlier la not hours before. lol.

ok so end up we went to eat dinner then walk from clark quay to raffles place mrt. got too much time to burn alr. then on mrt got some mad man started cursing damn bloody loudly in hokkien after he missed his stop. i tink he really mad. say wat "die alr die alr. u better stop or i knock u down" everyone was looking at him la. ><

ok tmr is last day of dmp can wake up at 9.30am. 10 hours of slp. shiok.



the cynic spoke @ 10:15 PM


Tuesday, September 25, 2007
selling lanterns

went to sell lanterns at clark quay ytd. president's challenge. outside "the central" which is i only knew whr "the central" was ytd. haha. quite fun la. and fulfilling. well its the first CIP i volunteered for. and i didnt even noe i could get CIP hours la!

so basically its 2 bucks for a lantern. u get to write ur wish on some card and hang it up with the lantern by singapore river. or u can choose to bring it home la. if u want stck and candle its an extra buck. all proceeds go to one whole list of beneficiaries (too many couldnt rmbr any).

so ytd only got me and jian an. and the damn friendly coordinator. ok there were 3 hwa chong guys who appeared for one hour. ONE hour. yes u didnt see wrongly ONE hour. one hour didnt do much. haha. they were so IN-active la pls. just stand there while me and jian an were actively asking ppl to buy. ok at least they helped with hanging the lanterns.

haha i tink kids are the easiest to tackle. i rmbr our 2nd customer was cos of 2 kids. they just walked past and i was asking them: "小弟小妹,要买灯笼吗?" then they ran off! haha. thought they scared of me or sth. turns out they ran off to get their parents. lmao. so sell sell sell. not bad la we sold quite alot considering it was a monday. somehow i tink foreigners were more friendly than singaporeans. tsk tsk. alot just dao and walk off. at least say no la. aiyo. so rude!

ok so we sold from 6.30 pm to 10pm. saw alot of cute kids, couples and alot of chiobu-s also. LOL! then went home with jian an. talked alot of cock on the mrt. wahaha.

oh yes on an extremely random note i saw xiping at bishan library ytd also. went there to waste time was walking up to 2nd floor then saw a bunch of cedar girls. i was like "xiping must be in there" then got nearer AND SHE WAS REALLY THERE. LMAO! so coincidental.

ok off to eat dinner bye.



the cynic spoke @ 6:39 PM


Sunday, September 23, 2007
FIGHTING

all the best to the J1s taking their promos now! especially those from titong!

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!



the cynic spoke @ 11:27 PM


lawl

my turn to fall sick... wth! sore throat+flu=gg. luckily i'm getting it like NOW cos i usually take 2 weeks to recover and 2 weeks later happens to be EOY. i dont wanna go take EOY with illness cos the last time i took a test sick i flunked it.

water was literally leaking out of my nose. maybe its my calling to become a gardener when i grow up. water plants. my nose can be the hose. knn...

then throat feels like shit. WARGHHHHHHH



the cynic spoke @ 6:46 PM


Saturday, September 22, 2007
eyes

theres sth wrong with my eyes. and i dont know wat it is.

its been on for like almost a week liao. like they're damn tired or sth. feel damn strained. and they're not swollen wth. but still abit pain and "itchy". then rub until eye red. guai lan.

its not supposed to be liddat. i'm getting more sleep than before!

dont feel good at all. study too much? siao. i didnt noe i was allergic to studying. i dont even get eye strains from staring at the com screen for 12 hours.



the cynic spoke @ 4:20 PM


Thursday, September 20, 2007
no mood

i hate expectations. hate it. been burdened by expectations since young. watever i do, sth is always expected of me. i must do well, or else i'm some failure. shit failure.

i used to care. used to mind whether or not i was living up to other ppls' expectations of me. now i dont give a fuck. its my own expectations of myself now. i'll do it if i want to, i dont need other ppl to judge me.

cos wat have i gotten from trying so hard not to disappoint? nth. no mention of praise when you do well, u get put down instead. (not that i really care, but sometimes it really really really stings. even if i dont show it, it does.) u screw up and ur a failure. shit failure. hate judging ppl based on their results. good results=good person? thats fucking superficial.

and no i'm not clever. i'm just very lucky. guess wat ppl, i'm overachieving. and i detest it. cos expectations become higher, and chances are i'll screw up big time. i'm no genius. dont say i'm clever. i'm having none of it. its all nonsense.

ok i'm done ranting. finally made good use of the day after wasting the last 2 days. lol i really really cannot study in a grp. and the problem lies with me and me alone. my brain is some stupid sai4 which cant focus when there are other ppl around.

aye i was bloody productive. but the downside is that - i just keep to myself all day and by the end of it all i dont feel like talking at all. get irritated damn easily and now i'm bloody tired. urgh. still need to shit essay dont tink i want to do liao..



the cynic spoke @ 10:09 PM


Monday, September 17, 2007
WOW I HAVE ALOT OF TIME RIGHT

1. the person who tagged you is
justina

2. your relationship with him/her is
good friend from zaobao who i presume can take alot of my nonsense. apparently she likes to talk cock with me.

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her
camwhore, tall, can scale walls, can teleport... shes a ninja la!

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
hmm i've been the one doing stuff for her she tinks she owes me alot of favours LOL xD

5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you
"i can't fly la!"

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
shut mincong's mouth up

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
to somehow become shorter la DUH. which is she wont become my lover so stop asking thx.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
stop helping her la! LOL!

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
theres no reason for her to become my enemy. like i wanna be her enemy liddat. siao!

10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is
she'll probably want me to help her become some maths genius.

11. your overall impression of him/her is
a very good one.

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you
that i'm a deaf-mute. if they know i'm not then they'll know i'm damn DAO.

13. the characteristic you love about yourself is
my name in CAPS.

14. on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is
theres nth for me to hate about myself i'm not schizophrenic.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
me la DUH. why the hell are u asking dumb questions?

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
thanks but u wont like me when i'm angry. ROFLMAO

17. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you (u noe wat i'm just gonna tag ppl hu've already been tagged.)

1. law jiahao
2. kexin
3. shiaoyen
4. hakim
5. dgoh
6. junwei
7. jingwei
8. NISHUAI
9. kevin quah
0. mincong

who is no.6 having a relationship with?
National Service

is no.9 a male or female?
HMMM i'm not really sure leh... HAHAHAHA

if no. 7 and 0 are together, will it be a good thing?
i'm not sure. me and jiamin could try putting them together though. then we'll see xD

what is no.2 studying about?
studying for O levels. jiayou!

when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
last week i tink.

what kind of music does no.8 like?
anything leehom.

does no.1 have any siblings?
not sure. dont tink so.

will you woo no.3?
no shes got enough ppl after her. hahaha.

how about no.7?
look i'm not gonna say anything mean here ok?

is no. 4 single?
no hes married to soccer.

what's the surname of no.5?
same as me: goh

what's the name of no.0?
ng mincong benedict.

what's the hobby of no.4?
playing soccer la thats a universal fact.

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
no i dont tink they know each other. apparently kevin quah tinks dgoh is dean or sth. ROFLMFAO

where is no.2 studying at?
jurong sec

say something casual about no.1
one word says it all: pipeline

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
nah but she wants me to be her little bro though. then i'll have a sis. not bad.

where does 9 live?
harbourfront.

what colour does no.4 like?
anything to do with barca.

are no.5 and 1 best friends?
err dont tink they know each other very well either.

does no.7 like no.2?
they are not les they dont know each other either.

how did you get to know no.2?
zaobao lorh

does no.1 have any pets?
if u consider his pipeline one.

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-speechless-



the cynic spoke @ 6:35 PM


Saturday, September 15, 2007
cold turkey

i suddenly got this strong urge to throw the com out of the window. its severely impairing my ability to study. so if i cant study at home or outside of home, i might have to find study in a monastery soon. but i tink i'll be more interested in medidating. i need to find some inner peace.

at this rate i'm going, i'm gonna flunk my exams. thats a comforting thought.

at least man utd won again. sneaked another win. they totally dont resemble the man utd of last season. bloody hell. 82 min then score. i was going nuts sia. then went out to throw trash. happened to look into neighbour's window (no i'm not a voyeur, i dont have brains like arsene wenger), and saw the ball fly into the net (it was a replay) and then the screen showed vidic. went back checked bbc and alas, it was vidic who scored. god saved man utd.

on a random note, i'd like to inform everyone out there - i have a habit of deleting most chain mails without forwarding them unless i feel they're worth forwarding, and no for ur info i havent been struck with some huge disease, i've won money gambling, i've won in big 2, i've had good luck and none of my family members have died.

ok so if ur mail is meaningful or damn funny ppl will auto forward it. isnt it abit rude to curse ur recipient? lol then again if ur mail is total crap no one gives a bloody shit about ur curses cos they'll automatically be crap too. some wont even be bothered to scroll down to see wat'll happen to them if they dont forward LOL.

ok its almost midnight now, i'm typing random stuff, listening to random songs on my com, having random thoughts run through my head and theres some stupid bug flying around in my room. somehow many insects like my room. maybe cos its big? well-lit? warm cos the com is always on? or maybe they like the singapore flag on my table. hmm...

yes the com is always on. shit. i shall decrease my usage tmr. need to get more stuff done.

yea sms me if ur feeling real bored like me cos i got alot of msgs to burn. especially if somehow u dont find me online or sth..



the cynic spoke @ 11:42 PM


Friday, September 14, 2007
mentioned on new paper!

was reading through new paper today. they had some article on mr. otto fong la.

then saw something. "blogger muquan....."

i was like wth?! LOL so they found my post and decided to quote some stuff from it. haha very surprising.

but i tink they shld have done me the favour of not mentioning my name.. cos thats my real name if they hadnt noticed. so if a teacher reads it and doesnt like wat he/she sees then....



the cynic spoke @ 6:13 PM


Thursday, September 13, 2007
must. study. alone.

its official, i cant bloody study with other ppl around.

its not their fault. the problem lies with me. with ppl around, especially those i like to talk to, i start talking alot of shit. i cant concentrate. and become bloody unproductive. i'm better off studying alone than disturbing other ppl when they are really trying hard to do work.

so try to refrain from asking me out to study unless u really need my help or sth. though the sad fact is that i need the help of other ppl. SHIT!



the cynic spoke @ 8:05 PM


Wednesday, September 12, 2007
yes hes a teacher in the "best" sch in singapore

most of singapore would have known about mr. otto fong, the chem teacher who just admitted he is gay on his blog, by now. thanks to the internet, newspapers, other print media, gossips etc etc etc.

i must admit, the news came as extremely shocking to me. i was eating in the canteen, and when told i was like "what the hell?!" yes i was damn shocked about the news. mr. fong has nvr taught me, though i believe hes quite well-known in the sch. i know him as the physics teacher who can make lessons interesting and draw comics damn well. most students only have good things to say about him too, which really says alot in this sch of mine.

i read his open letter. it was taken off from his blog (apparently ordered by the sch. so much for integrity). but well i managed to read it somewhere else anw. and the first thing that hit me was his courage. i guess it really took alot of courage to, well, admit this fact to people. it really did. trust me, majority of the people wouldn't have dared to do wat he did. why? cos theres too much to lose. but well he did, he mustered up the courage, and kudos to him.

so wats the problem with this matter? theres no shit problem. seriously. the papers wrote until as though hes advocating support for homosexuality. hes not. hes merely trying to get people to be more tolerant, more accepting to people like him. and its just so true. if society can come to accept and help so many people whom we perceive as bring "weaker" than us and in need of our help, why can't we accept people who are making an active contribution to society? just because of their sexual preferences? well people, if u are of the opposite gender of a homosexual, u probably do not need to fear that person. he/she wont fall in love with you. if u are of the same gender, theres no need to fear either. he/she'll probably be attached to someone like them. well then why is there all this uproar against these people? probably the only thing they cannot contribute to society is well, population growth. otherwise they could all be making a much more active contribution to than those so called "normal" people.

back to mr. fong. so what if hes a homosexual? i hear hes a damn good teacher. and thats all i need to hear. i sincerely hope he wont be asked to leave the sch. because yes theres many teachers in the sch who dont deserve their salary. they cant bloody teach for nuts. they pretend to try to advocate the right morals to us, and dont practise what they preach. mr. fong as a teacher has definitely done a better job than many people, and i believe he deserves more respect than many people as well. so the MOE say they dont believe teachers shld advocate homosexuality so openly, saying they are role models and all.

firstly, mr. fong wasnt advocating homosexuality. he does not make moves on his students. he is a professional who does what he is supposed to do. teach. inspire his students. i believe hes done that.

secondly, mr. fong doesnt have tobe straight to be a good role model. so u mean all straight teachers are good role models? dont make me LAUGH. i've seen enough teachers to tell u that no not all teachers are good teachers. certainly there are straights who dont make good role models either.

thirdly, does the sch and MOE really tink we are idiots? so wow ok we've got a gay teacher teaching in an all-boys sch, all the boys are gonna turn gay! thats a total JOKE. we got no brains right? PLS we choose our sexual preferences for ourselves, nobody is gonna influence us. and being a good teacher that he is, mr. fong has nvr actively done that either. he just does wat he does best, teach. trust the sch to have so little faith in our judgments.

well i certainly hope the sch's judgment is good as well.if they make the wrong call on this one, i wonder wat example they'll be setting for us. integrity. the principle of honour which OH SO inspires us. i admit i've nvr really cared about wat it means, and nvr bothered to follow it. now we have a teacher who genuinely displays wat shld be of a true "rafflesian". hopefully the sch's not gonna give a slap to itself in the face and betray its own values. or else i can imagine how good its gonna look on the sch, especially in the eyes of us students.

and i hope parents understand as well. ur son is probably not gonna turn gay if hes straight from the start. dont worry. good teachers are hard to come by these days (especially good physics teachers). better know how to hold on to one when u find one. who cares about his sexual preferences. hes gonna make better students in us than many other teachers.

and to students. i hope u all continue to accord him with the respect he deserves.

good luck to mr. fong in watever u do for the future. u deserve utmost respect for ur courage. and thx for removing more superficiality from this world.



the cynic spoke @ 10:03 PM


3 days into DMP...

DMP has been ok so far i guess. none of the modules have been too screwed up though i tink i've started regretting taking the science modules. at least the teachers are pleasant..

went baoguan after sch today. study with jiamin and mincong. and we 3 were hardcoring maths. finally managed to settle down at last i finished 2 revision worksheets today. not bad sia.

then at arnd 7 liddat, xiao room started shaking. YES. like got earthquake liddat! mincong had left then me and jiamin were in the room.

i was asking her like: "eh is the room shaking or wat?"
jiamin: "omg yes! is there an earthquake or sth?"
me: "yea probably in sumatra."

like totally siao it lasted almost 30 seconds. was left quite giddy by it. and haha i tink the rest of the staff felt it too cos there was some mini commotion and they were like: "omg its gonna collapse!"

LOL wonder wat happen luckily nvr collapse. dont wanna die so early sia. =/

ok its REALLY sumatra earthquake magnitude 7.9.



the cynic spoke @ 9:54 PM


Tuesday, September 11, 2007
walking in the rain

this morning it started raining (quite heavily) when i left home. out of pure laziness i decided not to take out my umbrella. walked from home to yew tee mrt, and from bishan mrt to sch in the rain.

i love rainy days. i love rainy days because i absolutely hate warm days. i hate perspiring, and love the cool days when it rains. so i got drenched and let the wind blow, chao shuang. but then got to sch freaking wet. my hair totally wet like i just walked out of shower liddat. LOL walked past canteen the director of academics who was having breakfast just looked at me as though i just broke a sch rule liddat. LOL.

havent gotten that wet in rain in a long time. the last time i did was playing soccer in damn heavy rain. LOL that time i got all muddy as well at least this time no mud.

but one drawback. i got home and got a bad headache. ROFLMAO.



the cynic spoke @ 9:56 PM


Monday, September 10, 2007
算了。我不屑。

如果身为一位领袖,是多么执著于自己的决定,甚至不在乎众人的意见,那我也没话好说。

反正,我们地位比你小,也没有说话的余地。你说的算,这是事实,我们也改变不了。但如果做错了决定,那完完全全将属于你的责任。我始终相信我的眼光是对的,你不听也就算了,但你也无法好好交代你要做的决定,甚至用老师的名子把我们压倒,你这算什么?

之前还说老师没用,现在拿老师来当靠山。拜托,做人至少做得有骨气好不好?大家投票决定的事你却要推翻,你以为你是谁?专制君主?笑话!有种你再来投多一次票啦!神经病...

记得嘉惠姐曾经说过:“一个人有自己的主见未必是坏事。但如果那个人的意见是和大家不同的,那那个人应该自己想想,问题是否出在自己身上。”这句话用在你身上最适合不过了。

你,是读不明白我所说的这一切的。那是你的损失,我也不管了。反正,我在多几个星期后就会脱离这个烂组织了。很多事不用说,大家都有目共睹。去死吧..

你在我眼里,越来越像一堆屎。



the cynic spoke @ 8:03 PM


Sunday, September 9, 2007
ass

i can choose to make life difficult for other ppl, but i rarely do. i dont make ppl do the dirty work for me unless they volunteer to do so themselves.

call me stupid. call me self-righteous. call me some egoistic shitass who tinks hes very noble.

i dont give a bloody shit.



the cynic spoke @ 9:49 PM


fuck short notices

i'm getting fucking sick of short notices. nabeh so ppl at the top just tink that they can push the job to us just because "i'm of a higher rank than you for a reason right?"

i tell u that's a fucking screwed up way of tinking. ur not my boss. ur my peer. ur only higher rank than me in that stupid screwed up organization. but no once out of it we're equal dude. dont give me that kind of shit.

after this, dont expect me to SETTLE ANYTHING THAT COULD BE SETTLED DURING TRAINING TIME. OKAY?! I'VE GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN CALL 23 PPL UP TO TELL THEM THERES UNIFORM TRAINING.

FUCK YOU.



the cynic spoke @ 7:30 PM


food court(s) =/

food court food sucks. the town council shld seriously build another kopitiam (coffeeshop not the bloody air-conditioned shit u see in shopping malls) nearer to my house in yew tee cos seriously the food sucks and i'm sick of instant noodles.

i dont give a bloody damn about ur stupid air con. u charge me 1 buck for roti prata because of ur bloody air con. PLS. ur air con not worth my extra 40 cents. not like ur flour made of gold liddat. ur food worse than kopitiam food. urgh.

yes i tink its dumb to pay more for lousy food just for the environment which is only that bit more comfortable. lol pay more to torture my taste buds. no thx. so far the only food which i have enjoyed in food court is the fried oysters in vivo. ok those are the love.

i've said my piece i'm off to buy food from food center later. yucks.



the cynic spoke @ 2:00 PM


almost over

2 days before sch reopens. ok i just rmbred i got philo essay to do. SHIT! so besides si han i got a philo essay. WOW I JUST COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT IT RIGHT?

aiya rmbr also wouldnt have done in this week. after idling away the first few days playing nba i suddenly went on a hardcore spree watching shows. LOL. this is SO WRONG.

yes everything about this week has been totally wrong. ppl are spending their time preparing for exams O levels promos and A levels and i'm bloody sitting in front of the com all day. i thought start of sch straight away can start preparing liao THEN NOW HAVE TO COMPLETE 2 PIECES OF SHITWORK! WHAT IS THIS?! this is something i brought upon myself... shit.

screwed screwed screwed screwed muquan u are damn screwed... i am SO looking forward to DMP.

warghhh i need motivation to GET MY ASS OF THE CHAIR AND MY EYES OFF THE COM SCREEN. MOTIVATION. can i buy it? or will anyone be so kind as to lend some to me? i promise i'll return to u.. =)



the cynic spoke @ 12:00 AM


Thursday, September 6, 2007
881

just came back from watching 881. like finally managed to watch it after 1 month. went watch with mom. cos my bro was jio-ing me and parents to go watch. so mom went watch with me since she had time.

and yes it was good. though its really a hokkien movie not chinese movie. lol! ok i understood most of the parts though still had to refer to subtitles at times. haha. was quite surprised the cinema was still half-full, considering this movie has been out for so long.

the intro was like damn zai3. roystan tan really knows how to get ppl into the movie la! damn funny i was laughing my ass off during the first few parts. then the movie became more emotional as it progressed. i tink its a very singapore film ba. hokkien jokes. poke fun at govt. then make u cry. but this was very diff. cos roystan presented the show more through the dialogue and songs than the events.

roystan is damn talented la! i dont tink many ppl would have thought of using getais as the main feature of a film, and the songs he selected were damn good. all got meaning one. and all the constumes and everything else. damn creative. still rmbr that time he came my sch to promote short films and 881. one of the 2 papayas came also (forgot which one. oops! xD). yea she was damn loud la was quite irritated but this show ALMOST made me cry. which is i was damn touched but the tears didnt fall. always happens. my tear glands very weird. lol!

yea the songs basically talk about life. can learn alot just from listening to the songs. especially the ones talk about how one's life is all predestined, then got one talk about 5 lian2 hua1s, and one waiting for death one, and 一人一半 is toally good! yea 一人一半 is the one song which left the most impression on me. then all the hokkien jokes are totally LOL! classic. and qi yu wu holding the COCK. LMAO.

good show. nice theme. and he only worked on a budget of one million! EVERYONE GO SUPPORT ROYSTAN TAN BEFORE THE SHOW GOES OFF THE BIG SCREEN!



the cynic spoke @ 6:28 PM


paradox

ok maybe its just me. i'm just a lazy shit who cant be bothered to do stuff enrich myself.

i like my comfort zone. nvr been someone who actively go out and chiong and hiong camps and stuff even though i'm supposed to do so. last year was some siao year i lost count of the number of camps i attended, now i got camp sickness.

u noe if the CLT course werent so long and being a CLT werent so useless i would seriously go for the course. cos i got like nth to do in the hols. maybe i shld go do volunteer work like justina (why am i calling u justina?!) said. last year taught kids tuition. quite a good experience. though i still couldnt really teach/handle them cos i basically ended up doing their work for them.

but right now, what i really need is a JOB that PAYS. LOL!



the cynic spoke @ 10:53 AM


Wednesday, September 5, 2007
life

life is screwed up when:

during sch term, u complain theres too much work and cant wait for the sch term to end.
during holidays, theres work to do but u dont wanna do it. u play, get bored of playing and end up wishing its sch term instead.

you dislike sch, and wish u could stay at home all day during sch terms.
during the holidays, u end up feeling home is a boring place, but theres no where to go, nothing to do. u tink u're better off in sch instead.

everyone else has started preparing for exams except you. you tink u shld start, but decide its not ur normal habit to do so. why shld i do wat other ppl are doing? u tink u'll start one week later than them instead. but somehow u end up preparing one week before the actual exams, and u flunk them.

u spend all ur time in front of the com playing games. u just figured out how to do an alley-oop in dunk contest after 3 years of playing nba. u quit the game to find 3 ppl talking to u. those are ppl u wanna talk to. u wish u weren't playing games.

then u decide to take a break. another 3 ppl talk to u. u feel irritated. they're asking stupid questions. those are ppl u dont wanna talk to. u appear offline and continue playing games. then u quit game and see ur msn. the ppl u want to talk to have changed nicks. they've been online. u feel like an idiot.

u dig up an old game u havent played in 5 years. u feel theres finally a game which u'll be interested in playing. it used to work on windows 98. u thank the heavens it can still work on windows XP. u feel blissed that u havent gone and gotten windows vista. u play for 4 hours and get bored of it.

u wanna blog, but ur life is so boring theres simply nothing to blog about. u can only blog about how boring it is.

luckily its only a one week holiday. good luck to me in december.



the cynic spoke @ 5:52 PM


Tuesday, September 4, 2007
tiyuri 07

just remembered i havent posted on tiyuri like i said i would. been damn busy for the past 2 weeks so havent had the time. ok seeing as i got the time now i shall write one up. before i forget everything. LOL.

ok so tiyuri was over 2 weeks ago. WOW. ok anyway i rmbr the previous night i was getting really pissed off with the grp members cos qite was updating me on the ppl who pangseh-ed because they had "flu". like 6 or 7? for a moment then i thought SARS had struck singapore again. ok i was expecting ppl to pangseh, but not on this scale.

but seriously la if u dont want to come just tell us right from the start. we know u got exams have to study (thats acceptable even though its not valid). we know u IP sch got no exams also got alot of project work (thats totally unacceptable AND invalid). we know u got no other more creative excuses. we know everything. we know u are lying. but at least tell us a better lie right?
or better still dont lie. just tell us u dont wanna come. if u dont wanna come i can just quit and dont waste ur 10 bucks a year not turning up for anything. pls we shldnt even be asking u all if u can come anot cos the activities ae COMPULSORY. we said so right from the start during the INTERVIEWS. if u cant commit urself bloody hell tell us and stop wasting our time. this is SO NOT doing justice to those who turn up regularly for our activities, and those who REALLY are sick. thats why i'm so grateful to the enthu ppl. they rock my world.

ok so we started the day with 9 ppl. totally cool worse than last year at least last year we had double figure number of grp members. but xiang long even worse... only 6 o.0 decided we had nothing to lose anyway. so we went all out. LOL. i was reminded of 300 la! but thats highly exaggerating cos we werent against millions. (which reminds me i have to movie but havent watched). ok but anyway 300 became our slogan for that day along with "all-planned", which basically translates to "everything is under control".

so morning games we had soccer and captain's ball. i was at soccer most of the time cos i wanted to play and xiping kindly agreed to stay indoors at the bball court to watch over capt's ball. so we totally owned soccer even without xuchang (though things would have been different if lianfei had turned up). arthur is totally pro and composed and damn steady. he was running circles around everyone la! PRO LIKE SIAO. i scored 5 goals. damn tyco or sth cos i shot them all from just halfcourt. liked the first goal against xiang long though. dip into goal. nice nice. the rest were all nicely placed.

then was delighted to see lixue and peiying arrive just when the morning games were about to end. damn tired la could do with extra manpower. haha. and by then zhao long had become some female army+one guy after their only guy before that grp leader zongjun went out of action. and xuan long amazingly lost all 6 games in the morning despite pwning on sheer numbers. was damn surprised really.

afternoon played floorball and bball. i tink i'm some freak la. the more i played the less tired i felt. siao one. until everything over then feel the exhaustion. i could run run and run all day until i stop. but when i stop then die le. ok so floorball was not bad. though somehow i couldnt hit the thing hard anymore. the last time i played was early last year. last year still got score quite alot with smaller goal la! but now like cannot hit and aim properly liddat.

but bball was an experience of a lifetime (though my calfs were starting to ache alr). i totally enjoyed playing bball with the grp members. the play was totally GOD DAMN NICE LA omg i've never played on a team that passes so well before. its really really really... the feeling i had playing with them cannot put in words. LOL. o maybe cos i'm an amateur but aiya it was damn fun. managed to score 2 as well. not bad sia. last time wouldnt have had the confidence to attempt shots. that time managed to score 2.

but could tell everyone enjoyed it tremendously though we lost 2 matches. xiang long had this totally ownage guy who would make lay ups no matter how much contact he took. and everyone on xuan can play bball so... they thrashed everyone la. haha.

then telematch. was chao high. couldnt stop screaming/laughing my ass off. oso dont noe wat was so funny i only remembered myself laughing non-stop. good thing i nvr take part in the badminton. cos i suck. and laugh some more we dont need win telematch liao. and we wouldnt have been joint-champs! WHOOO WAS SUPER HAPPY WE WERE JOINT CHAMPS! but i guess we totally enjoyed ourselves didnt really matter whether we got champs anot. the medal's just a bonus. and we appeared on zaobao! xD

ok so i cant be bothered to upload pics. for pics pls go justina's blog (link on the left). ok i'm off to watch 300. BYE!



the cynic spoke @ 9:45 PM


Monday, September 3, 2007
-not dead-

ok just in case anyone is wondering, i'm not dead.

i've just been playing too much for these first 3 days of holidays. and dwight howard has become my newest idol. (for those who dont know who dwight howard is google his name).

ok i'm off bye.



the cynic spoke @ 11:05 PM


Saturday, September 1, 2007
liu chen's farewell lunch

just came back from baoguan. had farewell lunch for liuchen.

it was good to see junwei bixia and liuchen after so long! so we just had lunch and talked alot. played some crazy games (name country. cheng2 yu3 jie1 long2) haha was quite high.

after that went back up to xiao room. me wangguan zongjun and jian an played asshole daidee. it was chao funny LOL and we just kept laughing. haha the rest were outside catching up on times. afterward went home with jian an who lives in yew tee as well. told me alot of interesting things about NS. haha.

ok so theres nothing to do. BORED...



the cynic spoke @ 6:11 PM