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teachers day eve 2007
teachers day eve today. celebs was not bad. quite entertaining ba. and sitting in the gallery means u get to do alot more things LOL. went back nyps after celebs. thot might as well go since it could very well be a damn long time until i visit that sch again. sad to say found it a total waste of time. me and yijun reached at like 11.15 liddat (julian and chue hsien went earlier) apparently supposed to wait for the rg girls. and see ms yee. in the end we nvr got to see ms yee. tink she left early or sth. in the meantime saw some former classmates who completely dao-ed us though that was expected. shot some hoops, played some chess, and stoned. then the girls came. ok we had been waiting for quite long. getting restless. then when they came like totally dao also. which was totally uncalled for. the rest of the guys were quited peeved i guess. we were like approaching stone walls when we tried to talk to them, which made things even more awkward. i was more disappointed than peeved ba, since i totally didnt expect this to happen(though yijun was saying otherwise). well i was under the impression that we were gonna go out together or sth anw. okay so i was wrong. ok then the ny girls came. and rg and ny got damn excited started talking amongst themselves and we became invisible. ok cant blame them our p6 class had 28 girls and 12 boys we're outnumbered by more than 2 to 1 and were outnumbered by more than 4 to 1 on this occasion. and (surprise surprise) the ny girls came and said hi to us. i rmbr like 2 years ago it was the ny girls who were being anti-social. looks like rg and ny reversed roles this time. though i tink its a diff grp of ny girls this time. but sometimes i wonder whether its a lack of effort on our part. though i feel we really cant be blamed this time. yijun was still saying girls are damn extreme. either very anti-social or talk non-stop. lol. and my class is well... i duno. split into factions? always act as strangers like that and we can never have a full gathering. be it between boys and girls, boys and boys, and girls and girls. like all havent grow up liddat. siao. its sad la. i thought this was cos we were all in single-sex schs. but yijun rightly pointed out that other classes also alot in single-sex sch, and they get along SUPER well. i see them very close. maybe its just... us? or maybe i shldnt talk so much, since i feel i'm quite anti-social as well. not good with words and expressing myself and stuff. many times i just like to keep my mouth shut unless i'm around ppl i know damn well and can relate to very well. ok so i managed to recognize most of the ppl besides vanda, whom i tink COMPLETELY CHANGED APPEARANCE or sth. i was like: "this girl from our class meh?!" LOL! sorry! after exploring the sch abit we decided to go cine watch ratatouille. me and yijun decided to wait for andre who was coming from scgs, while the rest went off earlier(again). but julian will regret it cos we saw SOMEONE at the bus-stop while waiting! lol! ok kena dao-ed again. at least she acknowledged our presence. haha. and no other hwachong guys turned up... ratatouille was good. u can really learn quite alot from the movie. go watch! after movies went seperate ways. sadly didnt manage to interact much with the rest. lol. cos didnt eat lunch with them. plus my character. LOL. aiya so screwy =/ me yijun julian chue hsien and andre walked around the place. they wanted play pool. walked from cine to cuppage found no place then walked all the way to dhoby ghaut paradiz. in the end too late le i didnt want to play liao so lent shirt to julian who had forgotten to bring and went home. haha. anyways going for liuchen's farewell lunch tmr. sth to look forward to. =)
liberty...almost
almost done with chem PT. its a bloody stupid PT i dont get why they want us to do sth where the answers can be found online. in fact its all over the net. even the teacher said must "paraphrase". so is that wat they're grading us? today was quite a pointless day ba. only had effectively half a lesson. first period chem went thru test paper. english was listening oral defense. then emergency exercise halfway through english. the sch really sucks made us sit under the bloody sun for half an hour doing duno wat. guai lan duno why so slow also. in the end eat into bio. had half a period finishing up syllabus. SS was free period which we used to design teachers day cards. it was bloody hilarious. then CLE = free period. sian la i feel like sleeping late tonight. =/ tmr half day... shld be going back ny ba. hope to see some ppl there. haha.
one more day!
YES! FREEDOM FOR 5 WEEKS AFTER TMR! ok so today's training was another waste of time. wear uniform to..... have dialogue with District Commander West. ok thats alright. cos the Part As and Part Bs wore uniform to watch defense watch, which must have been joke of the year. wear no. 4 to watch a bloody video. LOL! ok i shall not go into how we failed to book AVT and ended up sitting in a circle in MY class(sorry guys ur have to rearrange desks tmr. lol!). lucky we were on chairs. basically DC was here to "collect feedback". so some of us(including me. not surprising) gave NCC a not-so-good appraisal. and he found out only 2 out of 20+ ppl from our part were going for CLT course despite ALL OF US being eligible for it. jokes. i tink he was chao amused by our unit. cos no one answers when he asks questions. when we give answers its those he doesnt expect. well he wants our "honest opinion" and thats wat we gave him. haha. and maybe its just me but i tink he had on this uneasy laughter throughout the session. like very un-nerved by us. LOL! ok so i have one test left tmr. physics. which i have finished studying over 3 days. or to put it more accurately given up on. physics is the single most screwed up subject to be taken ever since the start of last year. most of the teachers in the dept cant teach, and neither can the relief teachers. and i have duno how many exercises no gone through, and we rushed 2 topics in 2 periods last week. totally gg. wat can we do? pray hard. wait for year to end. then drop physics in JC. yay.
semi-hiatus
havent been blogging... havent had the mood these days. HMT paper today. well i nvr had a problem with the language anw so unless i lose 20 marks for not following instructions i guess i'm safe. 2 more days. 2 more tests. i can finally see the end.
_|_ me
i totally let myself down. really marvel at my carelessness sometimes. and this time i simply ran out of luck. muquan, when will u start learning from ur mistakes?
week 9 ending
xiao3 room is really...very xiao3. and scrabble is a dumb game chinese chess is better. (: went baoguan after leaving scrabble early today. was supposed to "study" with mincong but obviously i wasnt there to study. mincong made a serious attempt to, and i was siao-ing around in xiao3 room while he worked on maths. when he was trying to anyway. realised got alot of leftover food from tiyuri, and we just like feasted in xiao3 room. LOLL. anyways tmr marks the end of week 9 and after tmr we only have 2 MORE DAYS OF LESSONS LEFT AFTER TMR. next monday no sch (staff training though i dont see how it helps the teachers and us), tuesday HMT prelims, friday teachers day celebs. SHIOK. but wed and thur got tests. dots. but ya i am SO LOOKING FORWARD to the end of this term. woots!
bore
slack and uneventful day. though deputy headmistress suddenly walked into class this morning. (she thought no teacher in class when alvin tan was doing dialogue in project room LMAO). wanted to see if we had anything to say. obviously no one said anything. we talk alot of shit but never say it out when given the chance. we finally got our progress report. my grades are fine i guess. i dont have crazily high expectations of myself even though i dont expect myself to go out and flunk everything at this stage either. but (surprise surprise) i got 85 for PE. must be soccer module. LOL bloody hardcore. philo scrape A also sia. skipped trials for inter house soccer after sch. firstly i didnt being PE. secondly i wasnt wearing street shoes. thirdly i'm in an extremely bad physical state plus i have a bloody bad astroburn(which jeff said looked like luncheon meat) which i got on hardcourt not astroturf. which makes it all the worse. barring the above 3 circumstances i wouldnt have gotten into the team anw. but would probably have just gone and played for fun la if i were fit. and i need someone to appraise me for testimonial cos i dont know how to bloody fill in the template. anyone care to help? (:
tiyuri comm 07!
<3! (and not forgetting yy too!)
hangover-ing
thought i would just go sch and dao everyone today. ap everyone and be a bastard. seems to happen everytime i suffer from post-titong activity withdrawal symptoms. luckily it didnt happen today. but my whole body is bloody aching all over now i was limping all over sch. vincent quek thought i was slacking during PE when i actually REALLY AM IN NO STATE TO CLIMB A BLOODY ROCK WALL. without harness some more >< maybe he wants me to fall down and fracture a bone.. in such a poor state i decided to just skip training and go home to get much needed rest. law jiahao was being a pantat during maths lesson today. suddenly asked me some damn random question, drew some EXTREMELY SICK BUT HILARIOUS THINGS(you wont want to noe wat) and got me into a laughing fit. like totally siao! laugh so hard until stomach damn pain and i tink i was nearing tearing alr. then when ms cho came over and asked: "wats the matter?" we just shook our hands and heads and continued laughing. i tink she was damn amused LOL. for the first time in a long while i'm feeling quite free. nth urgent to complete. totally love this feeling.
happy times
tiyuri was a blast. in every single sense of the word. totally CJWD FUN DAO BAO! ok details another day. first i wanna thank alot of ppl. first of all i would like to thank miss tan xiping. ITS BEEN A SUPER EXPERIENCE WORKING WITH YOU AND I TOTALLY ENJOYED IT. you are a superwoman just work hard and go hwachong. dont come rj. ya. HAHA. good luck! secondly i would like to thank the whole of sports comm. for being so cooperative and all. yeah its been great working with all of you! and of cos the grp leaders who's job is arguably the toughest. (i've been one so i know, haha). thirdly i wanna thank all xu long members who came down! YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD! totally love all of you! its really really REALLY FUN playing alongside with u all. u just have so much fun u forget about the competition. haha. i really tink the core of our grp is really good. its just... the rest ba. we'll nvr understand how they tink. thats why i'm extremely grateful to all of u. every single one of u who came down to support. lastly heres thanks to every single one of u titong-ers hu took time off to come down today and make it such a great event! yupp! and yes XU LONG AND XUAN LONG ARE JOINT CHAMPS THIS YEAR! SO HAPPY! and i tink its damn fitting since xu and xuan have traditionally been quite close. xD i tink. haha! ok i'm dead beat i'm off to sleep now. nites world!
LIAR LIAR UNDERWEAR ON FIRE
i just totally DETEST liars. ok if u pangseh me. JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH LAR. WHY GO TO THE EXTENT OF FABRICATING A LIE? bloody hell..
theres no need to redefine paranoid
i'm not being paranoid, i just have more worries than you. i guess when you're heading sth u got more worries ba. things that others dont see. when u tell them they cant see the same things as u. when things screw up, they'll label u careless and blame u for overlooking things if u dont bring it up. if u bring it up, u get chastised for thinking too much. like if tmr if shit doesnt happen, ppl will say i thought too much. was too paranoid. watever. if shit really happens, no one will cheer for u for tinking about it, cos hey, its ur job theres nth glorious about it. but rest assured if shit really happens tmr i'm not gonna be a tart and say: "see? i told u!" i'll just keep my mouth shut and be extremely disappointed shit happened. if shit doesnt happen, u can label me anything u want and i wont give a bloody shit. in fact i'll be happy shit didnt happen. my point is i dont want shit to happen. but wat can i do? i got no foresight i cant predict wat will happen. all i can do is make sure we're well prepared if shit strikes. i've spent 4 years in sch doing alot of things. i guess ppls' experience differs but thats my experience and u noe, i learn from lessons. i used to call ppl paranoid too. thought they tink too much. labelled their plans a waste of time and effort. now i'd rather be paranoid than watch things screw up. and thx alot for ur support and cooperation. and i hope i didnt sound egoistic and all-important. the important ones are all of u.
YAY!
killer week over! woots!! anw first of all congrats to liuchen! president scholar! muahaha now titong got 2 president scholars! and both are from xuan long. haha so today after sch had career forum. we chose prospective careers we were interested in to go learn more about them. the real professionals came down to give us talks. i went for the journalist, tv show producer and investment banker ones. journalist and tv show producer ones not bad. the guys who talked to us made it damn interesting. haha. especially Shantokh Singh(news editor from The New Paper), telling us about his experiences. but investment banking was bloody stupid and boring and a total waste of my bloody time. the guy was beating about the bush the whole time and like didnt tell us anything useful. bloody hell. overshot the time some more. tsk. oh wells good thing this weekend got nth major to complete. need a break man.
100
100th post! i've decided i'm quite a good blogger though alot of my posts are short posts. went baoguan after sch today. finish up huixun. and wrap prizes, and settle other stuff. forgot to bring pass so stoned with mincong who forgot to bring also at braddell mac. went baoguan when xuchang came and ppl were having meeting in xiao room. so we went canteen slack then go back and stone. for 4 hours. LOLL finsih huixun print fold wrap prizes. reached home damn late. lucky no work. and wth ppl chase us out of OUR ROOM. OUR XIAO ROOM. ok u say use we let u use. but u say use "for a while" then use "for a while la". if u gonna take a long time then just tell us dont use "for a while" then take ur time. we noe ur time very precious but ours is too. and so tiyuri is all set. almost. haha. so looking forward to it.
killer week from hell.
been 3 days since i last blogged. this 3 days have been murderous. monday bio test which i completely screwed up despite preparing for 2 days. went back home complete zuowen and lijie. until 1. tuesday got home chiong maths. prepare for oral defense and RE oral presentation. slept at 12.30. today. NEVER GOT TO DO ORAL DEFENSE COS NO TIME WAT A WASTE OF MY TIME. then i screwed up maths even more badly which is a bloody waste of my effort in preparing. wtf. oral presentation was ok. though we were being bombarded with questions for more than 10 mins it was like standing in a firing line. chem tmr. at least i hope i can do decently for it. can understand majority of the stuff. for like the first time in a long while. the sch is seriously screwed up. they really need to look at their schedules and make sure everything doesnt clash and come together or else some teachers wont be happy we dont hand in work. but hey we got priorities u noe. so sorry if ur subject is way down an extremely long list of our priorities. cant wait for this week to be over. at least i'll be going baoguan tmr. and theres tiyuri to look forward to this sunday. ^^
durian!
woots got to eat durian just now. felt slightly better after that. screw the school anw.
FRRREAAAAKINGG PISSED
I'M SO BLOODY PISSED OFF WITH THE SCHOOL AND WEATHER NOW I COULD BLOW ANY MOMENT. WARGHHHHHHHHHHH
=)
but well it is nice to see that ppl remember you. though u feel damn paiseh when u dont remember them. haha!
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i hope i'm done with bio. its all messed up in my head right now urghhh. sciences are strangers to me i wonder why i still take them.. for marks? thats a bloody stupid reason to study for but its the sad reality. stupid education system. >< and suddenly someone who was apparently in my primary one class added me on friendster. NOW I AM EVEN MORE CONFUSED.
SHOCK
first match of the season. newly promoted sunderland vs "we wanna be in top 4" tottenham hotspurs. full time score: sunderland 1 - 0 tottenham hotspurs. OMG SHOCKER. well done roy keane!
ooooops
HOLY SHIT ITS 9 ALREADY. zomfg i just wasted a day. shittt. all i did was stone in front of com, almost completing maths PT, tink about wat to write for zuowen, and look at chi compre. i havent mugged a single shit for tests next week! NOOOOO SCREWEDDDD.
i'm not a saint.
i guess there's always some people whom you won't be able to stand forever. you dont like watever they do, even if they do the right things sometimes. however, most of the times you just dont like what they do. then theres another group of people whom you will tolerate and support forever. even if they do dumb things sometimes, you will never find fault with them. as much as you try to love everyone, there'll always be people whom you wish could just disappear from ur face. hey i'm not a saint. so dont blame me if one day i tell you right in the face to eat my shit, and really mean it.
&*%^% documentary
so i just dedicated the whole bloody day to the social documentary. one whole day which could have been spent doing other things. argh its times like this u wish u dont do last minute work. so we split up me hsiu hsiu and yijun went to take videos of "top schools" while kevin quah law jiahao and charles(who is back after 1+ week in north america that pantat) stayed in ri/rjc to film their part. dumbass we traveled around to film 15mins worth of "top schools". knn went bukit timah film hci and nygh further up bukit timah film scgs went orchard film rgs, and we werent allowed to enter any of the schs cos today sch holiday wat the hell). travelled back to rjc to find that they had not done a single shit cos it was god damn hard to film things. urgh. ok at least we managed to get some shit done. in the end left sch at 7.30pm. totally guai lan. yea and sth damn funny happened when we were at ny there. we were walking out of the sch gate after being asked ever so kindly by the security guard to leave. then we saw familiar faces. chew guan yu. lmao. he and a grp of friends having a gathering. then this girl said: "hi mu quan do u rmbr me?" me: "no" girl: "i'm jiacong. i've seen you on friendster" me: "errr...ya" jiacong: "you dont noe me meh?" me: "heard of you ba.." jiacong: "were u in 2*?"(some class i forgot) me: "no." jiacong: "3*?"(forgot again) me: no." jiacong: "4H?"(thats my sec 4 class now by the way) me: "no." jiacong: "were you a prefect?" me: "no." guanyu: "no he wasnt. you know him?"(points at yijun) jiacong: "no." LMAO haha i was cjwd amused(and confused) can! but paiseh la i really dont rmbr you. no impression of you unless you were in my pri 1 class. heard of ur name thats for sure. and i tink i was abit tactless LOL. cant wait to bloody finish up with all the rest of the PTs and projects left. LAST OF EFFING RI LIFE. i'm actually QUITE looking forward to jc life. in the words of law jiahao, i need "a new start".
happy birthday singapore!
today is the day when everyone suddenly becomes patriotic so... happy birthday singapore! which is i tink everyone else is enjoying national day besides me. zzzz........
national day eve
celebrations were dumb. every year celebrations for different holidays/festivals getting more and more stupid and boring and pointless. cant wait to get out of the bloody sch. can imagine everyone sleeping during celebs next year if the trend continues. anw after celebrations went to film ss. again. lol stoned at j8 then kena rejected by a whole stream of ppl who didnt want to be featured on cam. they probably thought we were gonna post on youtube or sth. haha. went orchard to continue after lunch. it was even more pointless. we had like only 2 bloody ppl done when me and jiahao took over. went wisma to stalk a pair of girls. then i saw liuchen! hahaha so coincidental la i tink she was having lunch with her frens. hehe wanted to interview her but decided not to in the end. anw we went back without anything done when I SAW ROY AND ARAN WALKING ON THE STREET. LOL MUST BE FATED OR STH. apparently they were having p sch gathering so we interviewed them followed them to gathering place interviewed their friend and called it a day. lmao. totally sianned out anyone got nth to do ask me out pls thank you. no wait i'm not supposed to go out i got alot of stuff to do. but who gives a bloody shit. pantat.
addiction
i'm like totally addicted to the song now. its STUCK in my head.
不能说的秘密
watched secret after sch today. 周杰伦第一部自编自导自演的电影。and i tink it was good for his first movie. its very different from the productions u see nowadays. its not very grand, not very big, but it was very natural. lol jay didnt really have to act, all he had to do was to be himself and it was very pleasant watching the show. and it was very simple also ba. nvr beat around the bush. twist come also wont get u confused. haha. and he made use of music superbly. and the lyrics of the song finally make sense to me after watching the move lol. everyone shld go watch the movie! and i tink jay is talented like siao. see him play the piano in the movie like :0. pro dao BAO. lol this week i-weekly cover page is him and they call him 天才. so apt sia. genius.
WIDE AWAKE I AM WIDE AWAKE.
i simply MARVEL at my vitality. after having not slept in 34 out of the last 37 hours, i am still WIDE AWAKE. without the help of red bull, shark, or coffee. AMAZING.
saturation point.
after a mere 3 hour nap this morning, i cant believe i survived the day. miraculously, i got through without dozing off in class. -.- in fact, i felt quite err...energetic? LOL thats totally guai lan though i was almost dying by the end of the day and was like walking on air when i went to j8. i realized i broke 2 records today. besides the 2.30 record, i've gone 10 days in a row when i sleep after 12. gg..
LOLLLL
finally done. 50+ pages of report+analysis. not bad. and muquan has finally surpassed the 2.30am threshold for doing work. congrats on the new record. somehow i'm still wide awake and alert. albeit hungry. must be adrenalin. alright i'm off to sleep.
arghhhhhh...
i'm still up. finishing RE. and writing my testimonial. will i be glad when tmr is over man. zzzz...
变了。全都变了。
可能是我吧。 但今天,突然觉得,一切都变了。变得好陌生。 第一次,我感到害怕。就那么一次。 希望那是最后一次。希望一切都能变回正常。希望问题出自于我。希望我能变回正常。 发现,我其实还挺内向的。始终无法表达自己的感受。 能说出自己的想法又怎样? 真失败。
kits
was reading thru today's new paper de sports section. came to one page show all the kits of the clubs for this coming season. then WHOA. i realised aston villa and fulham will be sporting nike kits next season. then derby will be donning adidas. LOL maybe its just me but nvr thought they would sponsor the small clubs. i'm tinking fulham and derby will be relegated this season so imagine if they wear nike and adidas in the championship next season.
whizkid: rhain davis. EPL action.
this, is the 9 year old kid who just joined man utd's youth academy. his name is rhain davis. remember it. take a look: this is god given talent. this guy is owning guys from his age group maybe guys even older than him its crazy. good luck to him i hope he goes on to become a man utd great. which is far far away into the future... oh and i just realised community shield is TOMORROW and EPL season starts NEXT WEEK! time to get down to deciding my fantasy squad! WHOOOOOOO i hope man utd loses tmr. since most of the community shield winners have not won the premier league in recent memory. then when real madrid signs ballack and robben, muahaha thats another blow to chelsea's title hopes.
kids
kids these days, are seriously quite fucked. just now dad got stuck in the lift(bloody lift break down 3rd time in 2 weeks the town council seriously need to do sth about it). i went downstairs to wait for repairmen to come. saw 2 kids standing there. the first thing they said to me when i came out was: "theres someone stuck inside." me: "ya" them: "u can see the shoe there." me: "ya ok if ur got nth to do u can move on." them: "no dont need we'd rather stay here and see him die. just joking." FUCKING HELL. i got damn pissed immediately. didnt care who i was talking to. didnt care whether their parents will come find me anot. i said to them: "eh jibai if ur got nth better to do then go back to ur fucking home. ur tink very funny is it? fuck off." one of them went off. one of them said no. tried to persist. i glared at him. i went away slowly muttering to himself. like trying to hide the fact that hes leaving. guai lan kids. knn whrs their civic consciousness. u see someone stuck there YOU CALL THE BLOODY HOTLINE NOT STAND OUTSIDE GLOATING AT OTHER PEOPLE'S PREDICAMENT. i was in a mind to beat them. seriously. if they said anything more i would have bashed their fucking tartbrains in. and i wonder whether the town council really sent skilled repairmen. o.0 the 2 of them like spent a long time very relaxed trying to get the lift door open. didnt even noe which key to use. lol damn guai lan in the end went up to 12th storey duno do wat sai4. -.-"'
kaypo piece of SHIT.
so it was all a misunderstanding. so much for that ultra long post. haha at least it cleared matters up. as for the softballer. lol i tink he'll get it from us if we find out who he is. like rex said: <ÑăЦא ПeЯ ™ 4DTUDE 5iV3 > All hail the king says: dat softballer rox man <ÑăЦא ПeЯ ™ 4DTUDE 5iV3 > All hail the king says: he shld probably replace his anus wif his mouth <ÑăЦא ПeЯ ™ 4DTUDE 5iV3 > All hail the king says: cos when he talks now, all dat's coming out is shit LOL. ya dont talk shit and so kaypo if u dont noe wtf u were listening to. then u go around spreading gossip and cause misunderstandings. liddat make u very happy is it. guai lan. and the person we were referring to - hes the real fuckface. in every respect of the word. lmfao.
mistake. big mistake.
today recess. ahgong told me of wat happened during training on wed (didnt go cos idiot declared it off day for part As). and started feeling extremely screwed up. like doomsday coming for RINCC. why the FUCK do we have someone like that in charge of us? do everything without consulting us, and leaving all the SHIT for us to clear up. WHY. WHY. for everyone's info, he decided on his own exco, with very fucked reasonings, and ANNOUNCED to the part Cs. yay. no one could stop him. until zhihao came back from IMT and argued with him. how did he pick staff? he didnt give junyong position. cos "he look very muscular, can do PT well. put him PT in charge". at first i even heard he open up a post for intelligence. HELLO. we're not an army unit pls. wat u wanna do, spy on other units? so in the end we had to tell the part Cs that those were temporary positions. we more or less decided on the new exco alr. and THANK OUR LUCKY BALLS we managed to psycho him to let us decide on the new exco. or else we would truly be screwed. SCREWED. pls pls mr. yip come back to ncc when u return to ri. if u even return at all. sigh. then i heard even worse news. some shit softballer(fuck u) overheard our private convo and related it to another guy. now the other guy is pissed cos some bloody mean and bad things were said(fuck u if u said it). thats the last thing we need now, an unhappy part C. got this post from shanzhi's blog: "i think we respected some, if not all, of you as seniors at the very least. we respected your decisions, your choices, and your actions towards us. we accepted it. but quite frankly, too much is too much. you guys crossed the line when you said those things. ask me, or any of the part Cs. Hes better than all of you combined. You people only get to do those things because of that stupid piece of cloth on your sleeves. who gives a shit. respect is a two way street. let me just tell you. we part Cs look out for each other." firstly i apologise for the things that were said(like apologizing would make any difference, but screw it) on behalf of those who said it. if they havent apologized alr. well i tink they havent. ur right, its too much. but frankly some of the things u said in ur post are really quite, let me use the word: wrong. "respect is a two way street." agreed. but have ur really accorded us the respect? if u really feel we dont deserve it, so be it. but i myself personally hasnt seen much from u guys. i might be wrong. but i never openly displayed the kind of attitude YOU guys are showing nowadays. no matter how unhappy i was(only once. just that once. thats quite an achievement considering its me ur talking about). but no matter wat happens, this is a regimental unit. theres a hierarchy to adhere to. no matter wat happens, u still cant openly display defiance towards the guy higher in rank than you. thats the sad thing. i didnt use to like it either. wat i wanna say is, sometimes u guys really forget the position ur in. pls ur havent taken over yet. show some self-constraint. ok not everyone, and certainly not you. but some ppl, SOME, and a rotten apple spoils the basket. maybe we're too friendly with you guys? i admit we're a fucking screwed up batch. thats undeniable. we were liddat since the day we entered this cca. cant help it. but u really must understand the circumstances we're in. and yea if ur unhappy with our decisions, we've given ur chances to voice out ur discontent. i dont noe if ur have told ur staff anything, but well most of the time ur dont dare to voice any shit out anw. even if given the chance. why? maybe theres too much at stake? once again forgive me if i'm wrong, but ppl are conscious about their image. wat image will u be sending out voicing out ur discontent? would it affect ur chances of an exco position? could that be wat ur are tinking about? well if ur really nvr said anything, i can sense displeasure from some of ur. i wont name names. but their attitudes really bad. "Hes better than all of you combined. You people only get to do those things because of that stupid piece of cloth on your sleeves. who gives a shit." as to this, hes certainly not better than all of us combined. wat a wrong thing to say. his performance is for us to judge. and yes we get to do those things because of that cloth on our sleeves? not happy? u can get to do it next year too. and u'll understand dude, only then will u truly understand. "who gives a shit." i expected better from you shanzhi, especially when ur a prefect. that coming from a prefect. you should noe better, those ppl who are pissed off with u lot. i personally think prefects in sch are useless. granted ur are trying ur best, but see, i dont understand either. and "who gives a shit" is exactly the attitude WE are carrying towards all of u! and yea we also tink that ur are only doing wat ur are doing because of the stupid badge on ur chests. right. who gives a shit. wat u have to do is to change this screwed up attitude, not to carry it. cos it'll be one big mistake u've made. and i truly hope ur part Cs look out for each other. prove me wrong on that one. i'd gladly be wrong about the perceptions i have developed. no hard feelings. i hope. i dont carry any. i'm leaving in more than a month's time, and i'm not coming back. i'm not gonna be a CLT. its up to ur batch to pull us up. that i have every confidence ur will do tons better a job than us at it. and ur right. we really really crossed a line there. screw us.
x-country
thats the end of a bloody hectic week. slept after midnight everyday for 5 consecutive days. set a record or sth. bloody tired. ran cross-country today. this year held at bedok reservoir park. stupid its not even cross country it shld be called 4.3 km run. they said the terrain is QUITE flat. well the terrain is TOTALLY flat only got alot of bloody pebbles which made it harder to run. had stitch yet again. this is the 3rd time in a row i kena stitch running long distances. guai lan. ended up walking parts of it. managed to finish the run just under 25 min(cut-off time for points, which is 2 points for house which is totally useless). ran past finish line then they said 25 min up. must be lucky or sth. and red bull is totally useless. or maybe i was too tired. still felt sleepy after drinking it. pantat.
break.
i'm here to take a short break from work. lol. i just realised how bloody funny our documentary will be. simply becos of THAT. everyone see liao will just laugh until their pantat fly off. shld be visiting some schs? lol. hope we dont get beaten up.
BG. BZ. BUSY.
finally started filming for SS social documentary today. we were intending to approach ppl in the public (i.e. j8) and ask for their views on elitism. then the bong kept complaining he didnt feel like doing it. "i left my balls at home today." anw we (me yijun and bong) were eating at S11, waiting for kevin quah. THEN WE SAW BG AKA MR. DANIEL AKA MR. 156! LOL surprise surprise he wasnt at KFC/Mac's today. i was like: "eh look BG". bong: "eh lets to interview him. i feel like doing it now." ya so later bong went to ask and yijun covered his face. lmfao. he had alot of things to say sia. and i have to say he's quite normal. quite. more normal then we actually thought he was anw. but some ppl passed by and was looking at us with funny faces. lmfao. must have been thinking wat we doing talking to BG. by the way hes an old RI boy he was wearing ORA shirt. nabeh dry run discuss for 55 min b4 the actual video-taping of the interview which was a mere 16 min. could call it a waste of time. took too long. SIAO. in the end nvr approach anyone else. oh well i'm currently balancing on a tight rope dividing my time between RE and SS. for the first time this year i feel driven and pushed on to complete work. cant wait for this term to end. cos it'll signal the start of the end of secondary school life. after this term, all we have to worry about is EOYs. THEN WE CAN LOOK FORWARD TO ANOTHER BLOODY HOLIDAY. SO FUN. WHICH IS NO FUN.
KG to boston.
siao siao! Kevin Garnett got traded to boston celtics! take a look at this: The Minnesota Timberwolves announced Tuesday the team has acquired forwards Al Jefferson, Gerald Green and Ryan Gomes, guard Sebastian Telfair and center Theo Ratliff, along with two first-round draft picks and cash considerations from the Boston Celtics in exchange for forward Kevin Garnett. The Timberwolves will receive Boston's 2009 first-round selection and Minnesota will get back the first-round draft pick the team traded to the Celtics in a January 2006 trade. and this: Garnett, a 10-time NBA All-Star, averaged 20.5 points (.491 FG%, .780 FT%), 11.4 rebounds and 4.1 assists in 38.3 minutes per game in 927 regular-season contests (890 started) in 12 seasons for the Timberwolves. In 2006-07, Garnett appeared in 76 games (all starts) and posted averages of 22.4 ppg (.476 FG%) and 12.8 rpg. It marked the fourth straight season Garnett topped the league in rebounding. Garnett enjoyed his best year in 2003-04 as he won the NBA MVP Award after posting career highs in scoring (24.2 ppg) and rebounding (13.9 rpg - a league best), and setting 11 franchise single-season records. Drafted fifth overall by the Timberwolves in the 1995 NBA Draft, Garnett became the first player in more than 20 years to be drafted directly out of high school. from HERE. SIAO now boston got garnett, paul pierce and ray allen in their starting 5. thats 3 all-stars baby! suddenly become damn zai after flopping last season. and cleveland hasnt made any signings. OH NO. |