Saturday, June 30, 2007
sometimes i need more breathing space. so seriously just LEAVE ME ALONE.



the cynic spoke @ 11:02 PM

zomg theres something wrong with me. my body must be too warm or something cos i cant stop perspiring! IN AIR-COM ROOM SOME MORE. must be the weather. and the bball. SHIT!

i need an ice bath ZOMGGGGG



the cynic spoke @ 10:14 PM

just came back home half roasted. not from amazing race. from playing bball. LOL

woke up at 6 today to drag myself to school. went there and found that not even one-third of our platoon was there. talk about being pathetic. company total strength was 32. tmd oso duno why so many ppl pon. knn..

but the race wasnt especially well planned either la. apparently austin was up at 4.30am this morning still working on it. thats totally siao. in the end, the race consisted of around 5 stations nia. i thought end at 3 was abit de early. after i saw the plan, i speculated they would be back by 1. ya they were back by 1, but i made it end at 2 LOL. decided to take the last station (RJC) so that i didnt have to go out. then changed the last station to RI bball court. hoho

they left at 8. then me and alex went to play bball. then at around 9, i saw 2 ppl running towards the court. turned out to be mr zhang meisuo and austin. wat happened? someone fell, and we had to practically RUN all the way to bishan mrt to administer first aid. wtf. ok la his wound was QUITE bad, but not so bad until cannot continue with the race. apparently he fell on the pavement while running.... and probably saw it as a lame excuse to go home. lol normally this kind of wound ppl oso wont need first aid, even though it looks bad. ><

waited with him for his parents to come until about 10+, which was a total bullshit waste of time. then me and alex went long john's eat breakfast. then went back to sch to stone. i attempted to do some maths but ended up chatting with them. LOL then approaching 12 got a call from sambor who was stationed at novena. apparently the cadets were making too much noise and making a nuisance of themselves. bloody gits. austin talked to sambor for a while, then sambor passed the phone to the MANAGEMENT. like waturf! totally SIAO! why do we have to make a fool of ourselves in public everytime we organize an activity? dots..

they came back as one bloody big grp. made them play 2 on 2 against me and alex. first to score 2 win. the plan was the group who could beat all the other groups would win the race. they competed in order of who came first. so me and alex played against them. which is totally LOL cos we owned 3 grps in a row, before i finally said first to score win, and one who wins 3 in a row win the race cos it was getting too long. then me and alex proclaimed ourselves winners. HAHA. no la we got beaten and after another 2 matches winner was decided. then they were taking a bloody LONG TIME. so me and alex returned to play and i said teams who beat us secure 2nd and 3rd place. we fang4 shui3 and let the next 2 teams win cos it was bloody hot and the sun was so bright we could have just died of heatstroke. we were getting tired anw.

debrief session was dumb. talked alot of shit. decided to be nice and not screw them for disrupting the order in public. after everything, talked to the part As and practically begged them to buck up for the last 3 months before i step down. hope they listened, will not be my fault if they die under next year's specs. oh wells. tried my best liao la. i've been nice, been evil, pumped them, talked to them nicely. so far nothing worked. now i can only pray for a change in their attitude. =.=



the cynic spoke @ 3:30 PM

Friday, June 29, 2007
i tink the new mcdonalds ad is CHAO FUNNY.

for those who havent seen it. its sth like this: theres a beggar/busker(forgot which) at some underpass. then one guy walk pass drop money. the beggar/busker said: "现在什么东西都涨价，可以给多一点吗？(now everything price also rise, can give more?)".

LOLLLLLLLLLL imagine u go out donate money people say that to you. HAHA!



the cynic spoke @ 10:03 PM

ORANGE SKIN!!!!! =DDD

haha finally found a skin that i take to. although i think the previous skin is nicer. LOL wont be changing skin for some time liao.

anw been browsing blogskins these few days and realised almost 70% or more of their skins are made for GIRLS. like guys don't blog liddat =.=. maybe only girls bother to make templates?



the cynic spoke @ 8:19 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007
will be grateful to anyone who can tell me how to get to east coast park from my house (cck/yew tee) in the shortest time possible. ya thx alot.



the cynic spoke @ 9:22 PM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007
today someone asked me: "why the hell do you still bother to go for training?!"
i was like: "yeah i ask myself that question everytime."
then i went for training.

why i go for training? i guess its cos i have a responsibility to fulfil. and show the cadets wat in the blue hell the meaning of the word "commitment" is. yea congrats to me i havent ponned training this whole year. only missed 2 cos of legitimate reasons.

but i shall not mask my displeasure at how the cca is being run this year. we got 2 noobs running the cca and they're screwing everything up. sigh. the other 2 teachers in charge only appear once in a while. so its undo all the hard work we put in to get back gold unit last year. next year we're bronze or silver or might not get anything at all. but next year i wont be there. i wont be there to see the shit. we hope next year mr. yip comes back and save rincc.

i mean. come on! we ppl are trying our best. we're doing wat we tink is right. the teachers are screwing everything up. anyhow call off trainings. anyhow end training early. anyhow decide june hols no holiday training. wtf! its the first time in my 3 and a half years in ncc THAT THERE IS NO HOLIDAY TRAINING. IT IS TOTAL BULLSHIT!

上梁不正下梁歪. how true. their working style has rubbed off on us. and the rest of the cadets who treat training as a joke. whoooooo!

we're passing out possibly october. 3 more months. these 3 months i can choose to hardcore the part As or go easy on them. never understood why i was chosen to lead sec 1s in the first place. was i supposed to be strict on them? no idea. i only know i'm not as "on" about the job as i was 5 months ago. now i look at them and feel like banging my head into the wall. cos they dont learn. i've gone hard on them. i've gone soft on them. both didnt work. today one guy was smiling for no apparent reason when i was drilling the part. i rmbr i used to do drills until damn du3 lan3. and he could smile and laugh. kids these days.

the happiest day in ncc was when we took over. the 2nd happiest day will be the day we POP and step down. wat irony. and when i step down..i probably wont be a CLT unless i want free cca points. and i'll probably just wash my hands off rincc.

on a lighter note. i finally got my hands on the thing in 4G! heard about it on monday but only saw it today. HERE IT IS:


THIS IS TOTALLY LOL.

this is wat i do when i pump part As.

yea and played soccer after training. quite shuang. damn damn DAMN long time nvr play liao. played quite ok i guess. deproved alot technically. but tactical awareness still intact. how fortunate.

5 DAY HOLIDAY FROM TMR ONWARDS. I INTEND TO JUST SLACK MY ASS OFF. my ass!

the cynic spoke @ 10:55 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007
AND I CANT BELIEVE SHAWN THE XIAO DIDI IS OUT OF CCS. WTF! THE CLOWN XU GUO HAO GOT THROUGH DESPITE HAVING 5 POINTS LESS AND PERFORMING LIKE HE SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN IN THE COMPETITION IN THE FIRST PLACE. ZOMG. ALMOST FELL TO THE FLOOR WATCHING THE RESULTS SHOW YTD. WAT SAI4!!!!!



the cynic spoke @ 4:56 PM

some sec 3 decided to give us a welcome back present for the new term. and jumped off 5th floor of raja block. wtf. was walking back to class. saw a bunch of rj ppl pointing downwards . thought they too stressed out from exams liao. then went back to class look downwards and saw a body lying there. lol then f0r the next 15 mins or so pple keep on coming outside our class to see.

it was totally crazy shit.. ambulance came and took him to hospital. in the afternoon bob announced over PA system say his condition stable. he lucky sia, fall on grass. if he had fallen on the concrete drain just about a metre or so from the grass..... ok lets not go there.

no one knows wat happened... and i know i shouldnt be commenting much. but just want to say that: if that guy was intending to commit suicide, then hes bloody st*pid and irresponsible. why? cos he jumped off fifth floor and failed to get himself killed. now no one knows what damage has been done to him and his family are probably the ones coming off the worst of it. and it most likely isnt an accident? if someone pushed him down, then that someone is even more fucked up and he's probably screwed his balls off when he gets caught. the things that can happen in school nowadays...

after school had training. which was NO training. the part Cs wanted to teach part Bs precision drills. i was like: "wtf? they cant even get their basic drills right and they're learning precision drills?" and no its not sour grapes cos thats the damn truth. apparently they're performing at army open house or something... lets hope they dont embarrass themselves.

so the part Cs took my part as well. nothing to do. me and rex went off to do "admin work". ya we went to his class got a ball and played bball at rj. LOL. i discovered my shooting was gone after having not played for 3 weeks. spent time adjusting my shot before it finally became more decent. then played 2 on 2 vs 2 other ppl(duh). haha not bad we came from 9-4 down to win 11-10. played until SHUANG. this training was wat, damn rewarding. did more physical work and had more fun than normal trainings LOL. shld just do that every training!



the cynic spoke @ 4:41 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007
oh and this is to all JC ppl(esp those from TITONG!) having exams right now.

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



the cynic spoke @ 11:00 PM

haha i changed my template AGAIN. which has resulted in me having no time to post a longer update. shall update tmr then!



the cynic spoke @ 10:19 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007
只不知道什么是神？神也是人，只是做了人做不到的事，所以成了神。
--阿木（杜汶泽饰），头文字D

i watched Initial D 2 years ago, and still rmbr this line damn clearly HAHA.

oh and i need initial D soundtrack! (ya after 2 years.. =.="') so if u have PLS SEND ME! THX! =D



the cynic spoke @ 11:06 PM

LOL last words before school reopens...

(sing to the tune of the chorus of 我爱台妹 by MC HotDog)

我爱体通！体通爱我！
对我来说莱佛士算什么...
我爱体通！体通爱我！
对我来说学生军算什么...

okie now i'm ready for tmr...



the cynic spoke @ 11:02 PM

this is like...long overdue. but i'll blog about it anyway. feel letdown if i dont.

haha went mincong's house, which is NO house cos its an entertainment center+restaurant+heritage hub all rolled into an apartment, on monday. haha miscalculated travelling time badly and ended up reaching at 2+ instead of 1+. but mincong gives perfectly clear instructions and i reached his house without much trouble.

anyway his place at sengkang there, quite quiet. but when i reached his block the void deck, i saw some mother trying to force her son to do work. it was chao funny. she kept on repeating "are you going to try?!" over and over again. i stopped short of laughing out loud when waiting for the lift.

so jiamin was already there. playing xbox. then we played mahjong. no. they played mahjong. i was embarrassing myself (first timer). xD hahaha but i picked it up quite fast considering all i got was a crash course over msn o.0

then xuchang and nishuai came. stopped playing mahjong for a while. explore his house abit. his house so clean, the glass so clear, i thought NO door and knocked my head into one. OUCH. then me mincong xuchang nishuai continued playing rounds of mahjong while jiamin sang her lungs out on mincong's karaoke system. then jinzheng came. xiping came. played more mahjong. 6 o clock lay table stop playing. we went to play some "word-guessing" game called taboo, which is totally FENG NV!

then steamboat! omg mincong is a damn good cook. LOL soup was good. rice was good. i finished one bowl of rice even before the soup boiled. haha. zongjun came late. managed to eat at the table.after dinner we lazed around, watched CSS and took turns flaming and laughing at those we thought sucked. played ONE AND A HALF games of FIFA. played more mahjong. (mahjong is so addictive can just drop out of school just to play). then xiaohua came damn late! hahaha she got to eat steamboat from a bowl. hoho. then i was forced to rush home at 10++. later no train.

SO FUN LA! SHOULD STAYED OVER OR SOMETHING. ehh wait i asked. no one could. sighh..
hahaha nvm theres always another time and i thank mincong in advance! xD

PICS! which is only 2 pics...

playing chess with mincong!

haha hopefully next time this pic will have more people inside it!

the cynic spoke @ 9:16 AM

Saturday, June 23, 2007
so today went baoguan to study/do homework...which is NO study/do homework!

there was me mincong jiamin and wuangguan.. ok only wangguan was doing his work and i think mincong studied some sai4. jiamin might as well have stayed home and watched VCDs. i might as well have stayed home and tried to do some work. then xiping joined us later for more feng1!

basically wat we did was:
1. stay inside xiao room and stone. talk cock. joke around. jiamin was torn between whether she wanted to be a guy or not. HAHA. then she decided she didnt want to be one cos "guys are sick!" ah so we finally managed to figure out her sexual orientation then. LMAO. joking joking. she's not les, neither is she a gay female. shes straight. like this ===>|
haha we shld all continuously rebond ourselves to keep ourselves straight. LOL
2. wangguan complained he was hungry, so we went coffeeshop and ate kuay png. apparently the woman at the stall is a big flirt! LOL!!!
3. went back xiao room. mincong left cos he had some performance. (how was it?)
4. xiping joined us VERY shortly after. and brought maxim with her.
5. we had further feng1 session with wangguan's U-weekly and xiping's maxim. we were browsing through the U-weekly and commenting on how it was quite crap. then realised the editors for U-weekly were just working outside!(that's just LOL).
6. then flipped through maxim. and realised the stuff inside actually quite okay to read.
7. xiping left. the 3 of us continued to stay and chat a while. laughed our asses off hearing jiamin talk about her cca. then went home.

had a fun day. we shld do this more often. especially when everyone's exams are nearing. it will be.. oh so fruitful! HAHAHA



the cynic spoke @ 10:28 PM

曲名：天下无双 歌手：张靓颖

穿越红尘的悲欢惆怅
和你贴心的流浪
刺透遍野的青山和荒凉
有你的梦伴着花香飞翔
今生因你痴狂
此爱天下无双
剑的影子水的波光
只是过往是过往
今生因你痴狂
此爱天下无双
啊.....
如果还有贴心的流浪
枯萎了容颜难以忘
难遗忘......

that's the theme song of 神雕侠侣.. haha the tune is chao sad and the pitch of the song is cjwd high until really can BAO. the singer must be some opera singer or something... but the songs i hear in the show are high and sad anyway... but i tink this song is chao apt(omg its PERFECT!) for the show, or book..whatever.

ya ur shld just go and watch the show or read the book or sth. and i dont watch the show because of liu yi fei pls.. not solely because of her anyway..i mean cmon i've watched so many wu xia pian!

and ur shld listen to the song too! just ask me send u if u want haha.



the cynic spoke @ 10:17 PM

just woke up. came online. home page is soccernet.

headline: "Henry signs for Barca"



the cynic spoke @ 10:26 AM

Friday, June 22, 2007
check this out! gilbert arenas vs deshawn stevenson
agent zero shoots from college 3 with ONE HAND LOL.
and he beat stevenson ><





the cynic spoke @ 11:34 AM

LOL not gay anymore



the cynic spoke @ 11:01 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007
WOW I AM BLOGGING. wat bullshit!

haha ya so after sulking for 1 month i decided to get a blog (thx to mincong).

theres a desperate need to rant so i decided to open up a new avenue later i kena depression or sth.

yea so THANK YOU MINCONG (again) for his great help.

by the way i noe this layout abit gay. fits me doesn't it? xDDD

ya its very screwed shall update it another day.

-peace out



the cynic spoke @ 11:43 PM